if you leave.

i think its either my hair or my makeup that gives people the impression that im wild or that i club and drink alot. but i dont. looks can be so misleading..


cos im so tame ahahaas

us - me, tara & yr before deciding on chinatown
me: lets go holland v! i've never been there before.
tara: huh? what the hell, stef. i'm malaysian and i've been there laa.
me: i cant help it. i lead a deprived life.
yr: dont want la.. holland v so far. all the way to buona vista
me: nvm la! just go!
tara: dont want.. lets go ali baba street!
me & yr: ali baba street?!
tara: ya la! ali baba street!
yr: what ali baba street?! dont have such a street!
*took me a few secs to realise which street it was so i burst out in uncontrollable laughter
tara: oh.. i remember, ARAB STREET!
yr: walao. ali baba street ahahas

ha i have such cute friends :)

stay hungry. stay foolish.

today saw me at chinatown with tara and yr where we pretty much walked the whole of chinatown.

visited shaun's cousin's cafe at smith rd then ann siang/club st/maxwell/bike boutique/scarlethotel

at least today's trip was eventful cos we got to settle some of our entrepreneurship rubbish. like getting the owner of bike boutique to be our external mentor.

also saw alot of revamped shophouses at chinatown. i always had a thing for them. you know how u always see all these old shophouses and then they get a major overhaul. they always look so nice and pretty after that. which makes it really really nice. its like mixing the new with the old. new look, old essence.

oh and scarlet hotel is really nice. the bellboy gave us a personal tour of the whole place - from the lobby to the grand suite to the jacuzzi, restaurant, bar, lounge. kel, we should go there soon and get vinnie to pay for room service. wee.

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. - steve jobs

if i said i love you, would you hold it against me.

so after 3 months of not driving, i finally had my lesson today. was seriously intending to postpone but the girls were trying their best to persuade me to go.. and i did la. and surprisingly, it was not too bad. i actually rmb-ed how to drive ahahas, how shocking.

still deciding whether i shd sit for my driving test on 14dec. cos i might just pass and then maybe get to chauffeur people around during christmas and new year's, which is quite nice.

it sucks that i've somehow developed a fear for driving. im not exactly sure if it is a phobia of the uncle or the driving. but i always ALWAYS get nightmares before driving lesson. just like this afternoon when i took a short nap. i had a nightmare of uncle la. how gross.

me: can i postpone my driving today? i dont wanna see uncle laaa
yr: stef, just do it la. if u keep postponing u'll lose interest. and stop wasting money paying for your PDL. its 25 dollars u know.
me: but im scared of driving!
amanda: whats so scary about driving? just get it done and over with laa
charlene: im taking public transport for the rest of my life..
tara: stef, i know what u are going through. i used to suck too. i mean i still suck now but still, its better to have a license

sighh. i should seriously consider switching to auto.

I love you, and I probably always will. But, we go days without having a meaningful conversation. And, I used to miss you so much when that happened. But, it never seemed like you missed me. And, I guess because of it I stopped missing you.

I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore.

home alone.

so the family's away on cruise while im stuck in gloomy little island - singapore.
its my fault, really. for not wanting to tag along with them.

wanted to go clubbing tonight but decided not to.
shall just wait for the 9-11 of december when the family leaves town again.
then i'll have more moolah to havoc with ;)

and since im not clubbing, i've decided to just be a good girl and do some housework then attempt to complete all the shitty reports that needs to be done before term break and then do more homework.

ha for the first time in my two plus years of poly, i feel so studious. but i kinda figured i have to be hardworking if i wanna get good grades.

sigh. but entrepreneurship is killing me laaa. not only is that module boring, its stressful and it kills your brain cells cos you brainstorm too much.

i would like me some nevlahc, please.
:)

famous last words.

was intending to change my whole blogskin but i just cant seem to find any that i like.
so i just did a couple of changes to my current one and voila, my skin looks nice!

oh and school is pure madness. 12 weeks of school means a super packed semester and im dying from the countless number of projects and reports that needs to be done.

i can hardly wait for term break to come :)

what i do on the sales floor.

me: eh rayvathi! linda just told me aishah's a bitch. is it true?!

ray: not really. linda's more the bitch and aishah's more the bimbo.

me: same difference la, bitch and bimbo.

ray: not. the. same. bimbo is being plastic & bitch is just being mean and gossipy.

me: ahh, i see. not like me right? so nice and innocent..

ray: stef, you might not be a bitch or bimbo but you're definitely a flirt.

me: AM NOT!

ray: are u sure? i see u flirting with guys all the time

me: being friendly doesn't mean im a flirt k

I NEED A JOB.

correction, money is what i NEED.
i need to get more tops, bottoms, accessories & shoes
just a little bit more of everything.

so should i work?
i was thinking maybe G-STAR or RSH.

should i?
should i?

saying goodbye is never easy.

so yesterday was the end of attachment.
im starting to miss work my colleagues.
=(

oh yes, last night saw me at aishah's place - jervois grove at district 10.
it was a chillout/farewell/stayover.
but the turnout was bad cos everyone else was too lazy.
so it was just aishah, chengyin, khai, zahir and me.
caught euro trip/amazing race - asia/fearfactor

after that, the rest had to leave cos they had work/school.
i had to stayover cos her place was really deserted and spending 30 dollars on cab fare is just stupid.
so when the rest left it felt kinda weird at first cos it was just me, aishah & her german boyfriend. and besides, aishah and i are just hi-bye friends. but thankfully aishah and i clicked really well so things werent that bad and i ended up staying till 12 noon.
wanted to stay longer so i could go tanning with aishah but i figured it'd be best to go back home asap cos i didnt inform the parents i was staying over & they are pretty pissed about it.

so yup, something random from last night when zahir saw UNSWASIA (university of new south wales asia) -
zahir: unswasia (oon-sua-sia)?! that sounds like some african name!
hi, my name is unswasia!bile (oon-swa-sia *clucks tongue bee-lay)

ha the fella just cracks me up laaa.
p.s. its ok if you dont get what zahir was saying cos you need to be there to get the joke.

because i got tagged.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Name thirteen classmates/friends who come straight to your mind. Don't cheat and read the questions underneath first.
2. Answer all the questions.
3. Afterwards, tag six people to do the same.

CLASSMATES/FRIENDS/COUSIN
1. kelly
2. emily
3. peng
4. sam
5. vinnie
6. kok
7. aroon
8. adrian
9. yingrong
10. tara
11. charlene
12. amanda
13. darren

QUESTIONS
1. How did you meet 10?
school!

2. What would you do if you had never met 1?
i would have missed out on life.

3. What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
oh hahas nothing? its nice to see my good friends date each other.

4. Have you seen 4 cry?
when he was a baby and so was i? definitely.

5. Do you think 10 is cute?
10 is hot. ;)

6. How did you get to know 8?
through 4.

7. Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
i might if i turn bi/lesbian

8. What's 7's favourite colour?
black or brown? hahahas

9. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
i'd say baby, i love you too hahas

10. State a fact about 9.
she's got some huge knockers ;)

11. Who is 4 going out with?
numero uno.

12. Who is number 5 to you?
my godbro/godsis/godthing

13. Would you ever live with 13?
i dont mind hahas

14. Is 2 single?
oh yes and very available too. just give me a holler, those who are interested.

15. What do you think about 3?
my whacky sidekick :)

16. What's the best thing about number 8?
ah hmmmmm. thats for no8 to know hahas

17. What do you like about number 11?
she's fun and crazy

18. Favourite memory with 6?
too many.

I TAG:
everyone else who's too bored

a good excuse to use.

mum: you didn't turn your cell phone off in a church?
me: it might be God.

5 days of fun and its back to work.

ah, work again.
fri-mon. 4 super long days.
and im so screwed.
im no where close to starting the report lynette wanted me to do.
shit shit.
my log book!
havent update!
shit laaa.

nvm, last day of work on 9/11.

i will survive.