i couldn't get any more blur.

it's eight in the morning and i'm barely awake.
but i sprung out of bed 15 mins ago from a nightmare i had about my exam results.

the nightmare was about me checking my results and i thought i scored 2 A distinctions only to find out that those were the scores of the top scorers. and in actual fact, all i had scored were Ns (whatever score that is, i have no idea. i think it means i scored really really bad)

anyhoos, the shock made me jump out of my bed when i realised today was 30th may, the day i thought the results were to be released.

but to my dismay, the results are only coming out tomorrow.

GRRRR. now i have all that built up anxiety and i don't think i can go back to sleep. argh, this sucks!