procrastination kills.

thanks to my super slack heck care attitude, im dying from super last minute work.
major information overload.
i cant read properly,
i cant think straight,
i cant write properly,
i cant do anything right.
and thats BAD.

cos there's still so so so much stuff to do. im not done with my PEST model. still very far from done. and i only have 2hours left before i have to complete it so i can analyse the PEST model with the girls. after that, we'll still have to compile our parts. do the introduction then get ready to meet the girls at 8 in the morning so we can rush the cubic model, conclusion and recommendation PLUS executive summary by 13 hundred hours. riiight. im dying.

then after that, its rushing home to do and compile business report asap so i can send it to one of the girls for them to do the ppt.

then tues after school, its rushing personal selling and weds, retail. for thurs, fri and the weekends - applied market research.

oh my god la, suddenly im stressed. i cant wait for these 2 weeks to be over. its going to be hell.

twenty eight/nine

the day before.
what was supposed to be a simple lunch at northpoint became a very impulsive search for my spaghetti top. even ended up skipping retail and biz report tut just to find my top. and what did i end up with? some lousy spag frm giordano, tube frm dorothy perkins and this uber long pearl necklace. for a more detailed description, click http://lovelikehate.blogspot.com

yesterday.
kel and i got hit on by some jamaican dude at the bus stop. er, quite freaky. shant go too much into details
dinner was at timbre's. but of cos we did a whole lot of walking just to find that damn place. the liveband was good! their frontman was sexayye

today.
trying to psyche myself up to clear international biz, which i most probably wont be able to. lectoring laters, which i have yet to practice. and how do you pronounce baal-shalishah?

staphylococcus.

Names people often call you by;
stefanie
steffi
stef
girl (mum)

3 things that scares you the most;
death
losing the people i love
losing my small shirts

3 everyday essentials;
true star fragrance
cellphone
f - double o - d

3 things you are wearing;
spags
specs
spankies

3 favourite bands or singers;
snow patrol
fall out boy
my chemical romance

2 truths and 1 lie;
im jamaican
im 1.57m
im a sucker for thriller rides

3 favourite hobbies;
watching movies
hanging out with friends
reading comics

3 places i want to go for vacation;
Uncle Sam! - NYC, California, LA

3 things i want to try doing;
diving
bungeejump
skydive

3 people whom i want to see doing this survey;
A
B
C

so fucking pissed.

was talking to birdie just now. the guy was so surprised that i would come talk to him after so long. argh. bird is born one bloody day after me but he got his license 3 months ago. THREE BLOODY MONTHS AGO. and me? i took my test like how many weeks ago? and got how many bloody points?

dammit. should have just took with school. damn damn damn. damn you private instructors - bloody waste of time and moolah.

because i'd rather do stupid things like this than do work.

1. what is your phone type?: Nokia sixty two eighty
2. what's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?: 426
3. what does the 2nd msg in your inbox say?: some long msg
4. who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?: madeline
5. who's the last person you rang?: kelvin
6. who was your last missed call from?: some weird ass number
7. who's the 9th person who comes up under I?: nobody? cos i dont know that many people whose names start with the letter i
8. what does the last msg in your inbox say?: "u printing out?"
9. who's the 3rd person who comes up under F?: Fernando Joel Dangoy
10. Go to your sent items.. what does the 5th msg say?: sent items (empty)
11. who's the 4th person who comes up under S?: sebestian
12. what is your network provider?: singtel
13. how many messages are currently in your inbox?: 843.
14. what do you have as your background?: people always leave
15. who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?: Rallen
16. who do you have on speed dial 3?: i dont do speed dial
17. if you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?: n.a.
18. who's the 1st person who comes up under C?: calvin
19. how many bars of signal do you currently have?: 4.
20. what do you have as your main ringtone?: scotty doesn't know by lustra

what can I say to convince you to change your mind of me.

in class now, lecturer's yakking away about how we should stop speaking singlish and start speaking standard english blah blah yada yada

calculus test and QM report tmr.
am going to just not practice my integration and wait for the lecturer to teach before the test.
QM - suppose to do editing and compiling plus recommendations and learning outcomes by this evening so i can pass it to kelvin for him to do the ppt hahas but being me, im just going to leave everything till later. going tanning first.. weee.
told kelvin that i haven't even read the project guidelines and that i was going tanning 1st got him and ailing laughing ALOT. like whats so funny? hahas i think im just too slack for them to handle.

i cant help it, im just a very very last minute kinda person.

chasing cars.

yesterday afternoon was spent celebrating pet's berthday. the sis was queen of the day whilst the mum and i had to serve her small friends

after that it was off to town to meet kok at heerens around 8 plus then we walked down to ps to meet T2. met peng at city hall and then we walked ALL THE WAY to Q bar to find that we were underage and walked ALL THE WAY back to chijmes to meet sam.

finally found a small secluded spot at chijmes - bobby's to chill. shared a peach daiquiri with the girls and took some ugly pictures but the most classic picture of all....

i present to you, my fuddy buddy, in all glamness..
















remember kids, smoking causing mouth disease ahahas

my dying mouse.

my mouse dropped really hard on the floor today and now its abit screwy. shiiit.

cos we were bored during class

char and i.














behold, our very own proboscis monkey.














tara's very shocked look - she just saw a proboscis monkey on the loose!

eric's failed attempt at trying to look suave.

boston by augustana

school work is piling up.

week starting 24/7
mon - meeting with the german girls for international business, PEST and michael porter's model; research + analysis
tues - AMR ica
weds - calculus test, quality management report & presentation
thurs - personal selling ACT! case study

week starting 31/7
mon - international biz report ica 3
tues - biz report writing ica 3 report + presentation
thurs - personal selling and retail management ica 3; reports + presentations

and i think.. i THINK thats all the work for these two weeks. but of course there are a few more projects after that and alot more icas.

all of a sudden, im praying for attachment to come soon. i dont mind being attached to either east or west. cos east, i can always stay over at sam's and west, there's always T2's hostel hahas

surprise, surprise.

like if it was any surprise, i failed my tp.
i didnt just fail marginally, i failed BIG time. 42 points.
wooot. and im not sad or anything.
in fact, i think i must be damn proud of me hahas cos i called so many people to announce my very impressive erm failure hahas

maybe cos even before the test i was already expecting to fail hahas

i want to type the entire testing process but im just too lazy.

call me if you want to know the details hahas =)

i'd be lying if i said that didnt hurt.

so my ego's bruised and im emotionally numb.
but i guess its always the case, ain't it?

like what mrs teo said the other time, stef's everybody's good friend.

ya, but sometimes you just want more.

and it never happens.

salty.

the rat and his gang were making fun of my chinese today.
EVEN kelvin can.. and i thought he was the mature, nice one.
obviously i was wrong.

min min bu hui jiang hua yu
min min bu hui han yu pin yin

ya. so my chinese isnt the best.. but still, its not that bad right?!

an example of a mean friend
me: hello sugar
kel: what sugar? you salt la.

middle of nowhere.

body's aching like hell now cos of NAPFA yesterday which i got a bronze.. no thanks to my standing broad jump which i got an E for.

girls should seriously do something about their pubes if they wanna wear sleeveless tops cos its erm not exactly candy to the eyes. my eyes, especially.

saturday.
finally went into the driving circuit today. didnt really know what i was doing hahas just anyhow whack laa. im so going to fail my test on wednesday hahas

i wish i was a punk rocker.

skipped lecture today and im slacking at kel's place; kel's hugging her soft and puny spineless bolster hahas
waiting for NAPFA later, cant wait to laugh at M.A.C
hahahas
talking to andrew on msn now
boy's asking me how come i dont have a boyfriend, dont have means dont have laaaa. what the.
and asking me why i slang when i talk - what slang la? i sound damn singaporean can

stoned.

feeling very stoned tonight.
a little brain dead.
cant eeven talk properly on the phone laaaa.
too stoned to think straight.

edited;
kok is retarded can hahaas

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is this lame?
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in order to save water
ß®Õth€®HØOÐ [ Joel_12] beautiful crosses. take what you need. says:
i eat noodle dry
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lol

dead man's chest

hoho. i think im going to die for my test laters. theres just so much trash to memorise but nothing's going in. thirty percent is alot of marks, i can either make or break it. it can mean a lot of difference between an A, a B or a C. im praying that i dont ever get a D.

on to better stuff, pirates of the caribbean later! wooooot.

did you fart? cos you blew me away.

the exam timetable is out.
3 tests, 17/8, 24 and 25/8

attachment after that.

eeech.

edited; 330pm
blahh. mugging for international business. 4 topics and im only done with one. and there's so much to mug for the second topic.

think im going to rush the last 2 topics and try to finish mugging them by 6 then i can go jogging then come back and try to finish the second topic.

i hate studying but i want good grades. what irony.

edited; 445pm
woot. one more topic down. 2 more to go. yay!
crap, its raining but i need to go jogging later!
irritating.

edited; 1115pm
one more topic left. and im slacking like helll.

international business ica on weds
and im not even anywhere close to starting.

i dont know where to start laaaa.

pirates of the caribbean on wednesday. oooh! i can hardly wait!

comments sex-tion

i dont see the need in having a comments section when everybody gives me their comments everywhere else but in the comments section

i am so bloody bored and there's nobody to entertain me.

im sad.

=)

russell peters - ROVE

he's coming to singapore! october 6! who wants to go watch?

depression strikes.

i think im depressed.
actually, im not even sure what im feeling is depression.
i just feel sad, and heavy hearted and drowsy, and giddy.
i feel like crying.

im losing hope, im losing the will to live.

i cant breathe.

M.A.C

someone was late again last night.
so i had to trouble the couple to change their plans and accompany me whilst we wait for the king to come
dinner at fish & co; mudpie at nydc. super fattening laaaa.

eeeee. driving soon. gotta see that uncle ah pek's face again.
how irritating.

somebody better not be late again
hahahas

schedule, schedule.

driving soon.
meeting kel after driving.
lunch with kel.
calculus.
swimming/tanning.
pirates of the carribean.
dinner.
slaaaaaaaack.
chit chat!
sleeep.

and that is all im going to do today unless i decide to go shopping with kok laters

=)

i hate it when i wave and say hi to people and all they do is smile.

i know i smile and wave only when im in a good mood, but STILL.. wave back laaaa.

not done yet.

its 5 more mins to ten and im still not done.
crap laaaa.
i just wanna get the damn thing done and over with.
screw it if i dont do well.
im ready for a C anyways.

boring time!

i better start on my project soon since alot of people are still very shocked that i have yet to even touch my project. its 20%, dear girl. 8 page report, 2 parts. woot. im praying i can breeze through the damn thing and finish my report by 10.

i cant believe im going to attempt to do this again

but because im so bored and im in no mood to do my project.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. i use to have 2 blankets/towels - pink and brown, which i hug to sleep everynight. i love them for their soft corners. i once thought i couldnt live without them and there was once when i cried just cos i thought my dad threw them away.

2. i outgrew my 2 blankies and now i have 5 small shirts which i hug to sleep every night.

3. i love animals but im afraid to touch them.

4. i love going to the zoo, i have no idea why.

5. i think i really like one guy now. but the thing is, im also not sure.

6. i have no diaries and im afraid that nobody will remember me when im gone.

all done! i dont believe in tagging people.

Sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other person's feelings are real

you ask me what a girl wants..

all a girl wants is for someone to want them back. at least, i do.

if you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, and you always find 'em, then I guess at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves

caracal.

firstly, i just wanna wish a certain new couple. congratulations! weee! do i deserve a treat for all the help? hahahas

anyways, went to do my nails at charme yesterday. love love love the colour, shimmery pinkish purple and it has such a funky name - its now or never haahas.

after that and dinner, went to watch caracal perform outside paragon. field's guit is HOT. too bad he tried to pull off a saosin but it failed and his guit flew hahas

sighh.. i want a boyfriend too