Friday, May 30, 2008

i couldn't get any more blur.

it's eight in the morning and i'm barely awake.
but i sprung out of bed 15 mins ago from a nightmare i had about my exam results.

the nightmare was about me checking my results and i thought i scored 2 A distinctions only to find out that those were the scores of the top scorers. and in actual fact, all i had scored were Ns (whatever score that is, i have no idea. i think it means i scored really really bad)

anyhoos, the shock made me jump out of my bed when i realised today was 30th may, the day i thought the results were to be released.

but to my dismay, the results are only coming out tomorrow.

GRRRR. now i have all that built up anxiety and i don't think i can go back to sleep. argh, this sucks!

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

i was not expecting this, but..

I GOT INTO SPORTS CAMP! (:

whoever said you need to be sporty just to be sports camp ogl can go kiss my deformed toe (which by the way, was bleeding this afternoon - super gross)

aye, last paper tomorrow! can't wait can't wait!

Saturday, May 03, 2008

exam fever.

sheet. i still got 2 more papers left - econs and film art.
but as usual, i'm slacking like hell cos econs is just mcq.
and film art is open book! oh, the joy.

yaaay! i'm so happy that 7/5 is that much closer (:

although i would be even happier if my boyfriend wasn't stuck in some ulu godforesaken place in malaysia for some army exercise from the 4th till the 15th for that lousy month of m_y.

and i wouldn't be as worried if he wasn't suffering from a high fever for the past two nights. i'm praying that malaysia has good healthcare. (who am i kidding? he's going to come back, mentally retarded - his brains fried from his fever)

and and i would be that much happier if we could at least talk/sms each other for the next 11 days. but then again, we wouldn't wanna *cough choke up a bill of $400 dollars just to let each other know how much we miss each other.. cos we're practical people hahas

i'm thinking some people can't even stand a few days of being apart from each other, then how can they survive the many many days that the army steals their boyfriends away from them? i pity the girls who can't survive and the boys who suffer when their girls can't take it and leave them for better fishes in the sea, weeds in the rubbishbin, toads in the swarm? hahas

don't mind me, i'm just a little cranky that i have less than 60 hours to memorise 1 semester's worth of econs well. cos i want my A so badly. (pun intended)