we both know i'm not what you need.

sucks to be home alone on a saturday.

lonely moments call for crazy thoughts.

i feel like:
screaming;
crying;
shouting;
pulling my hair out.

i'm pissed/sad/angry/disappointed.

then again, i'm not really thinking straight.

i just feel pissed. at everything and anything.

ROAR.

lazy bones.

sorry for the lack of updates, i've just been really really lazy.
so i'm just going to do this in point form, straits times format.

PRIME:
jobless since last thursday
alot of free time - so yes, i can do meet ups for the next few weeks.
school starting in a month's time.

HOME:
father's day at sembawang country club.
mother's birthday on superstar virgo.

MONEY:
no savings.
no allowance.
waiting for pay cheque.
good investment choice - stefanie's shopping fund

LIFE:
3D2N holiday at tanah merah chalet hotel - good view, good service ahas
east coast park gai gai
dinner and movie at kampong kembangan
clubbing at clinic and zouk
dinner with char and yr

CLASSIFIED:
ms tan min min stefanie looking for a part time job, able to start now and work till end july.
pay is negotiable.

my flesh is real food, my blood real drink.

and that was the banner written in church which got my dad laughing.
and being my dad, he had to give some silly comment.

dad: read the banner, jesus is a vampire. better don't sin ah, or else jesus come and suck your blood.

to you,

the past three years have seen you going through many ups and downs and though i couldn't do much but just offer a listening ear, i hope you finally found what you're looking for.

so yes, at times i feel neglected cos you're too busy making time for your other girls rather than me. but i'm happy cos you're happy. i don't ever want to see you go through that phase again - the drinking, smoking, depression.

know that i'm always there for you.

be happy =)

9 layers of orgasm/green coconut dick roll/kueh ko-balls.

i hate windows vista. its stupid, i repeat STUPID.

i spent like 30 mins trying to get from windows start up to my main page.
from trying to type in my user name to being rejected cos my password is incorrect.
which is fucking impossible cos i always use the same password.

and now i can't play with my new toy and i might just need to reformat my computer without the windows vista cd. way to go, stef.

AND even if i do manage to get hold of the cd, i might risk foregoing all the extra vaio functions that were incorporated in the computer before that.

argh. im so sad. and yang being the evil that he is, has the cheek to laugh at my misfortune because he claims he'll lack a sense of humour if he doesn't laugh. =((

i want to play with my new toy!

hello new toy =))