my first half of term break.

took a cruise to nowhere on superstar virgo from 15-17. other than the food, the pool and the gambling, the cruise pretty much sucked. but of course i kept myself entertained the entire time at the casino ahas. but i must say, the food was fantastic and the gambling was er, educational.

so mon & tues was wet, mad, crazy shopping session with the bestie.
it rained non stop from monday till tuesday but the two of us still braved the rain to go shopping.
from orchard to somerset to arab street to haig street to bugis street to suntec city, in the rain.
its amazing how we didn't fall sick.

wednesday was a failed attempt at tanning.
you'd think that after raining for more than 24 hours, there would be no clouds and the sun would be shining brightly.
but no, the sun was being a total bitch.
so kel thinks i conned her into coming over to my place to tan in the shadows.
afterwards, i met daryl to watch the holiday - very fitting show for the whole christmas setting.
then met kok after the show to do more shopping.

thursday - A's eighteenth birthday, finally.
went to brewerkz for dinner and tried the many different kinds of beer.
then it was off to MOS for some mad clubbing and an encounter with some freak at studio 54.
stayed over at kel's.

friday, with barely 3 hours of sleep, i had to drag my tired ass and worn out feet down to canberra to accompany pet for her school orientation and to get her school books and uniform.
accompanied dumb dumb after that to ssdc. then came home, slept the entire day away.

saturday. all the mad shopping and clubbing, finally took a toll on me and i had major tummy ache so i spent the entire day at home like some sad girl.

sunday - uncle renie's christmas dinner then midnight mass at novena church which only ended at 2 and supper at newton!

christmas was at my grandma's then grandaunt joyce's where kel was so amused by the relatives and our singing session.

ok, end of very boring and detailed post. i obviously have too much time to waste.

so not looking forward to school cos of the shitload of reports and tests.

break down session.

oh yes, before the test, i told uncle i couldn't do it.

i screwed up really badly during my warmup session before the test. I couldn't do my S course properly, i actually MOUNT the damn kerb. I couldnt do reverse parking correctly cos i couldnt tell the difference between straight and slanted.

called yingrong and started crying cos i really didnt wanna take the test.

but oh well, went for it anyway and i was right - i failed.

ha i suck at checking my blind spot so much that i nearly got into an accident when doing parallel parking. ha my super nice tester had to warn me and like after the test
he said: rmb just now your parking nearly hit the other car?
me: hahas. oops. ya. hahas
he: if i pull the handbrake, its immediate failure.
me: oh?! then did u?!
he: abit only. *smile

ha so nice right! i love love love my tester la.
at the end of the test, he even apologised can?!

as much as i enjoyed testing you, i'm sorry i have to fail you.

second tp.

I COULD HAVE PASSED!
Its such a waste. I had the best tester in the world today and i screwed up, all because i couldn't see the marking clearly over all the rain when doing my directional change and i striked the kerb!

& i so foolishly thought that strike kerb means immediate failure but NO, its just 10 demerit points. damn it la, i shouldn't have requested to redo my directional change. cos my tester was like are you sure u wanna redo? i shd have just continued with my parking and then i wouldn't need to do additional reverse movement which resulted in an immediate failure.

so sad la! i did everything else correctly except i suck at checking my blind spots. argh. and the best thing about the tester is that he doesnt mark u while you're driving but only after the test then he starts grading you. WHICH ALSO MEANS IF U DIDNT DO THAT WELL, HE WOULD HAVE JUST PASSED YOU.

so wasted!

argh, im so pissed.

darren: stef, you got alot of money to fail tp hor?
kok: when's your next test? can join me in march already.

maybe it's the only way that we can finally stand on our own, you know?
to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go.
maybe otherwise we never would.

if you leave.

i think its either my hair or my makeup that gives people the impression that im wild or that i club and drink alot. but i dont. looks can be so misleading..


cos im so tame ahahaas

us - me, tara & yr before deciding on chinatown
me: lets go holland v! i've never been there before.
tara: huh? what the hell, stef. i'm malaysian and i've been there laa.
me: i cant help it. i lead a deprived life.
yr: dont want la.. holland v so far. all the way to buona vista
me: nvm la! just go!
tara: dont want.. lets go ali baba street!
me & yr: ali baba street?!
tara: ya la! ali baba street!
yr: what ali baba street?! dont have such a street!
*took me a few secs to realise which street it was so i burst out in uncontrollable laughter
tara: oh.. i remember, ARAB STREET!
yr: walao. ali baba street ahahas

ha i have such cute friends :)

stay hungry. stay foolish.

today saw me at chinatown with tara and yr where we pretty much walked the whole of chinatown.

visited shaun's cousin's cafe at smith rd then ann siang/club st/maxwell/bike boutique/scarlethotel

at least today's trip was eventful cos we got to settle some of our entrepreneurship rubbish. like getting the owner of bike boutique to be our external mentor.

also saw alot of revamped shophouses at chinatown. i always had a thing for them. you know how u always see all these old shophouses and then they get a major overhaul. they always look so nice and pretty after that. which makes it really really nice. its like mixing the new with the old. new look, old essence.

oh and scarlet hotel is really nice. the bellboy gave us a personal tour of the whole place - from the lobby to the grand suite to the jacuzzi, restaurant, bar, lounge. kel, we should go there soon and get vinnie to pay for room service. wee.

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. - steve jobs

if i said i love you, would you hold it against me.

so after 3 months of not driving, i finally had my lesson today. was seriously intending to postpone but the girls were trying their best to persuade me to go.. and i did la. and surprisingly, it was not too bad. i actually rmb-ed how to drive ahahas, how shocking.

still deciding whether i shd sit for my driving test on 14dec. cos i might just pass and then maybe get to chauffeur people around during christmas and new year's, which is quite nice.

it sucks that i've somehow developed a fear for driving. im not exactly sure if it is a phobia of the uncle or the driving. but i always ALWAYS get nightmares before driving lesson. just like this afternoon when i took a short nap. i had a nightmare of uncle la. how gross.

me: can i postpone my driving today? i dont wanna see uncle laaa
yr: stef, just do it la. if u keep postponing u'll lose interest. and stop wasting money paying for your PDL. its 25 dollars u know.
me: but im scared of driving!
amanda: whats so scary about driving? just get it done and over with laa
charlene: im taking public transport for the rest of my life..
tara: stef, i know what u are going through. i used to suck too. i mean i still suck now but still, its better to have a license

sighh. i should seriously consider switching to auto.

I love you, and I probably always will. But, we go days without having a meaningful conversation. And, I used to miss you so much when that happened. But, it never seemed like you missed me. And, I guess because of it I stopped missing you.

I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore.

home alone.

so the family's away on cruise while im stuck in gloomy little island - singapore.
its my fault, really. for not wanting to tag along with them.

wanted to go clubbing tonight but decided not to.
shall just wait for the 9-11 of december when the family leaves town again.
then i'll have more moolah to havoc with ;)

and since im not clubbing, i've decided to just be a good girl and do some housework then attempt to complete all the shitty reports that needs to be done before term break and then do more homework.

ha for the first time in my two plus years of poly, i feel so studious. but i kinda figured i have to be hardworking if i wanna get good grades.

sigh. but entrepreneurship is killing me laaa. not only is that module boring, its stressful and it kills your brain cells cos you brainstorm too much.

i would like me some nevlahc, please.
:)

famous last words.

was intending to change my whole blogskin but i just cant seem to find any that i like.
so i just did a couple of changes to my current one and voila, my skin looks nice!

oh and school is pure madness. 12 weeks of school means a super packed semester and im dying from the countless number of projects and reports that needs to be done.

i can hardly wait for term break to come :)

what i do on the sales floor.

me: eh rayvathi! linda just told me aishah's a bitch. is it true?!

ray: not really. linda's more the bitch and aishah's more the bimbo.

me: same difference la, bitch and bimbo.

ray: not. the. same. bimbo is being plastic & bitch is just being mean and gossipy.

me: ahh, i see. not like me right? so nice and innocent..

ray: stef, you might not be a bitch or bimbo but you're definitely a flirt.

me: AM NOT!

ray: are u sure? i see u flirting with guys all the time

me: being friendly doesn't mean im a flirt k

I NEED A JOB.

correction, money is what i NEED.
i need to get more tops, bottoms, accessories & shoes
just a little bit more of everything.

so should i work?
i was thinking maybe G-STAR or RSH.

should i?
should i?

saying goodbye is never easy.

so yesterday was the end of attachment.
im starting to miss work my colleagues.
=(

oh yes, last night saw me at aishah's place - jervois grove at district 10.
it was a chillout/farewell/stayover.
but the turnout was bad cos everyone else was too lazy.
so it was just aishah, chengyin, khai, zahir and me.
caught euro trip/amazing race - asia/fearfactor

after that, the rest had to leave cos they had work/school.
i had to stayover cos her place was really deserted and spending 30 dollars on cab fare is just stupid.
so when the rest left it felt kinda weird at first cos it was just me, aishah & her german boyfriend. and besides, aishah and i are just hi-bye friends. but thankfully aishah and i clicked really well so things werent that bad and i ended up staying till 12 noon.
wanted to stay longer so i could go tanning with aishah but i figured it'd be best to go back home asap cos i didnt inform the parents i was staying over & they are pretty pissed about it.

so yup, something random from last night when zahir saw UNSWASIA (university of new south wales asia) -
zahir: unswasia (oon-sua-sia)?! that sounds like some african name!
hi, my name is unswasia!bile (oon-swa-sia *clucks tongue bee-lay)

ha the fella just cracks me up laaa.
p.s. its ok if you dont get what zahir was saying cos you need to be there to get the joke.

because i got tagged.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Name thirteen classmates/friends who come straight to your mind. Don't cheat and read the questions underneath first.
2. Answer all the questions.
3. Afterwards, tag six people to do the same.

CLASSMATES/FRIENDS/COUSIN
1. kelly
2. emily
3. peng
4. sam
5. vinnie
6. kok
7. aroon
8. adrian
9. yingrong
10. tara
11. charlene
12. amanda
13. darren

QUESTIONS
1. How did you meet 10?
school!

2. What would you do if you had never met 1?
i would have missed out on life.

3. What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
oh hahas nothing? its nice to see my good friends date each other.

4. Have you seen 4 cry?
when he was a baby and so was i? definitely.

5. Do you think 10 is cute?
10 is hot. ;)

6. How did you get to know 8?
through 4.

7. Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
i might if i turn bi/lesbian

8. What's 7's favourite colour?
black or brown? hahahas

9. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
i'd say baby, i love you too hahas

10. State a fact about 9.
she's got some huge knockers ;)

11. Who is 4 going out with?
numero uno.

12. Who is number 5 to you?
my godbro/godsis/godthing

13. Would you ever live with 13?
i dont mind hahas

14. Is 2 single?
oh yes and very available too. just give me a holler, those who are interested.

15. What do you think about 3?
my whacky sidekick :)

16. What's the best thing about number 8?
ah hmmmmm. thats for no8 to know hahas

17. What do you like about number 11?
she's fun and crazy

18. Favourite memory with 6?
too many.

I TAG:
everyone else who's too bored

a good excuse to use.

mum: you didn't turn your cell phone off in a church?
me: it might be God.

5 days of fun and its back to work.

ah, work again.
fri-mon. 4 super long days.
and im so screwed.
im no where close to starting the report lynette wanted me to do.
shit shit.
my log book!
havent update!
shit laaa.

nvm, last day of work on 9/11.

i will survive.

my nineteenth.

so this year marks the last year of my age having the no.1 infront
next year there'll be TWO big candles on my cake

amazing how time flies eh?

anyways, it sucks that your party doesnt fall on your actual birthday cos when your actual day comes, there'll be nobody to celebrate it with you. and u'll be all alone at home blogging about what happened on your birthday celebration/not actual birthday date.

so yes, what did i do on the 29th?
i celebrated my birthday!
dinner was at prego with em, kel, peng, sam, kok, A, aroon & vin
then it was reliving our childhood by going to mind cafe to play board games
everybody had to leave at 11 cos they all had work/school the next day

so where was i at 12 am sharp on 30th oct?
i was alone outside my house trying to open my door asap because of the endless "MONSTER KILL!" (sms tone) that kept going on.

sigh, and now im all alone at home too, waiting for evening to come so i can go celebrate my birthday with the family.

oh yes, lots of love to everybody who wished me! thank you so much for remembering!
and to the two who got so caught up with dota and forgot to wish me.. I'LL REMEMBER.
=)

& being predictable would be to wish me at 1159pm

pictures will be up soon.

7 more days to my nineteenth.

3 weeks till attachment ends, means another 3 left till school starts
not really looking forward to school though
but out of all the sems in my poly life, the timetable for this sem is the best
& here's why - no night classes and only 4 days of school

mon - 9 to 1
tues - 10 to 5
wed - 10 to 1
thurs - OFF
fri - 9 to 4

wee!

anyways, we - T3 & peng celebrated vinnie's bday on sat night.
had tony roma's for dinner & then olio dome for dessert.
sinful, i know.
yummy, no doubt.
and as usual, we had alot of fun and laughed a hell lot too.
pictures of the night are up in kel's blog.

and oh yes, my birthday is coming!
thirtieth october!
crap la, my wishlist is still not out yet.
but here's a list of stuff i think i wanna get

the new ipod nano
birks
puma bling bling belt
grey's anatomy dvd season 1 & 2
friends season 1,2,3,4,5&10
stella mccartney fragrance
handbag
accessories - earrings, bracelets, necklaces
adidas jacket
converse sneakers - black canvas, maybe?
DIOR pretty charm
FOSSIL watch
CDs - west grand boulevard/thekillers/justintimberlake

and the countdown begins.

20 more days to my birthday, people!
so far i only have 2 items in my wishlist - the new ipod nano & levis lady style jeans

& 7 weeks down, 4 more to go.
unknowingly, i actually survived seven weeks of attachment.
was looking at the calendar today and i realised it was 12/10, attachment ends november12.
how fast.
i suppose time flies when you're having fun.

oh, the colleagues are asking if im gonna work part time once attachment ends.
i think i should.

plus points of working part time:
the people there are nice
it helps to have some extra cash to satisfy my materialistic needs
the not so plus points:
the long hours might rob me of whats left of my little social life ahahs

decisions, decisions

everything you're not.

i like my boys bad.
and you're one helluva bad boy

=)

i like the way your hair looks.
i like the way you look.
i like the way you always try to make me smile.
i like the way you always look my way to check if im okay.
i like the way you always act goofy just to make me laugh.

no matter how cool you try to act, you lose all coolness when you try to act all goofy just to make me laugh.

you're my good, bad boy.

don't act like you know me when i don't even know me.

6 more days and i would have officially survived a month of attachment at TANGS.
work has been uber fun thanks to my colleagues and some very interesting, not to mention HOT customers.

i love work. for now, at least.

=)

all a girl wants is for someone to want them back. at least, i do.

i could fill a thousand pages telling you how i felt and still you would not understand.
so now i leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

the heart has reasons that reason does not know.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes…all you need is one.

there are so many reasons why i like you.
there are reasons that reason does not know.
or maybe there are no reasons at all.
maybe i just like you for you.

you make me feel how i never felt before.
you make me love you at times.
you make me hate you at times.
and all i can think of is you.
you make me happy.
sad.
excited.
disappointed.
you never fail to make me smile.
you never fail to make me laugh.

i get speechless and tongue-tied when im with you.
i always embarrass myself infront of you.
i'm such a klutz when i'm with you.
you give me butterflies in my tummy.

you can give me the world but all i want is you.

why do relationships have to be so hard?
cos the only thing harder is being alone.

& how fast time flies

yesterday marks the end of exams and year 3 sem 1. just another 7 more months and im out of NYP. woot.

class bbq was at my place yest.
kudos to:
yingrong who planned everything
amanda who provided all the seafood and helped with the marinating & bbqing
kelv, cheeyong & ailin who helped start up the fire and the bbq
everyone who took time out of their busy schedules to come down and made this event such a success & helped out in one way or another be it with the food or drinks or washing or whatever

so a short summary of yest:
screwed up my calculus exam in the morn
went grocery shopping with yingrong for our bbq stuff
called darren and got him to drive us to sam's place (to get vodka) in his mazda 6. his sound system is power ahas; yingrong drove us back aft that
bbq preparation
bbq - eating, chatting, laughing.. the works
chunyan puking his guts out from alcohol overdose
clean up - we threw away so much food
chunyan chinloong hweelan yonghui yingrong yuwu stayed over
darren jun kok came over around 1 plus to cook maggi mee & satay with my toaster by the way
and now my house is super messy and smelly
the whole house, my toaster especially smells and feels oily
yuuuckk. a whole load of cleaning up to do before my parents come home tmr.

today.
looking forward to kel's choir concert
and chijmes after that to watch soccer (placed some bets; MAKE ME RICH!)

oh and did i mention i got attached to CK Tang and i have to wear some fugly uniform? im praying i get HQ instead of frontline. if i get attached to sales, i have to work suns la. fuck. but on the bright side, i get 650/month! and thats higher than the allowance some of my other friends are getting

=)

edited;
pics from kel's choir concert - happening happenings

1 down, 2 more to go.

PS paper today was okay, i think.
EXCEPT, the english! bloody atrocious la.
so old already still dont know how to phrase their questions
bloody shit. theres a difference between "attitudes a salesperson should have when facing a competitor firm" & "steps to take/avoid when facing a competitor firm"
fucking huge difference can

and the case study. oh my lord.. the grammar. how atrocious. and they call themselves lecturers. tsk tsk.

im not saying that my english is good. but seriously, how is a student suppose to answer a question when the lecturer cant even phrase the question decently?

and i miss you the most.

its nearly 4 and i have yet to hit the books.
argh, just kill me now.
so many chapters to clear & i have church at 8 later. bah.

CANNOT. must aim to clear the 1st 5 chapters by today else i'll be way behind schedule.

sigh. somehow i feel as if im drifting further and further away from my dream.
not sure how i will do this sem. it seems that with every sem that passes, i get more slack.
i skip more classes, i dont pay attention in class, i love doing my work last min and my mugging sucks cos nothing goes in.

how to enter uni? i need to hit a 3.5 gpa and im only a 3.3
which technically speaking, means i need like straight As for this sem to pull off a 3.4, i think.
but im not doing anything to get my straight As.
how la, stef? study overseas? siggh

It's time to wake up and pull your sheets down
It's time to realize the dreams that you would've never known

we sold we sold we sold ourselves.

& they say i've changed.


some say its the hair.
some say its the contacts.
some say its the make up.
some say its the dressing.


change for the better or the worse?

what say you?

tErIyAkI BoYzZz

Tokyo Drift (Fast & Furious)

I wonder if you know

How they live in Tokyo

If you see me then you mean it

Then you know you have to go

Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)

thanks ah, sam. the lyrics are like STUCK inside my head hahahs

erik/field/ngak

sigh, i love guits and the sexy people who play them.

yesterday.
steamboat/fireworks/chijmes/starbucks/timbre/hotelgrandcentral/road block - breathalyser test/sam's place

felt a bit woozy yesterday night after all the heineken and daiquiri.

no more lager for me, for at least one week =)

and its mugging week for the next few days.
so plans for this coming week will most probably be
mon/tues/wed - trying to mug (anyone wanna mug with me?)
thurs - exam then partyy
fri - garage; carpenter's tools

breaking free.

fuck laaa.
i have some ugly scars on my legs now.
fuck the mosquitoes.
stupid mosquitoe bites have left some fugly scars on my legs!
damn unsightly can.
and i have like SIX of them.
idioooot.

a miss call from brad pitt.

erk. 's been a fattening two days.
super bloated from the popiah/kuehpietee session with the family.
decided to not go with the boys for dinner cos it would be ___.

yesterday.
fish&co/bravissimo/gelatissimo/newton
watched tokyo drift - love the cars&drift; hate the japo techno

hafta go mug for retail laters. blah.

em thinks i should cook for my guests on my birthday. brad thinks its an interesting idea. what do you think? hmm

edited;
forgot to mention i nearly fell last night outside wisma. managed to grab the side of the fence before i could fall flat on my face but of course being oh so lucky, my knee grazed the pavement floor so voila, abrasion.
then again, at the entrance of wisma, i nearly tripped over the carpet.
and another time on the escalator up, in wisma
and another time after that, the drain at newton.

kel thinks i dont know how to walk in my heels thats why i keep tripping.
THATS SO NOT TRUE CAN.
it was only yesterday!
must have been a bit tipsy or something thats why hahas

forget this thing called love, it's a waste of time.

stoning now.
supposed to start exercising half an hour ago but im so tiredd and i just woke up from my nap.
-yawns

compiling&editing later. eeek.

on a brighter note though, CYY thinks we did a better job with ica3 compared to ica1 and we got a B for ica1. hmmm, so does that mean we get a B+ or an A?

which is super duper good considering it was a super last min job. rmb-ed rushing like mad the day before and i thought i was on the verge of breaking down cos i had so much to do yet there was so little time left. and we only completed our project 2hrs before submission. now who said last min work was bad work? hahas

my left eye is red and my right eye feels dry

mon.
IB presentation - pray q&a wont screw us -
compile & edit AMR

tues.
biz report & amr presentation
outing with girlfriend

weds.
still deciding whether to go with the brotherhood for steamboat
yingrong, prease go? i wont go if im the only girl there! im so shy you know hahas

thurs.
retail ica

fri.
movie with char&hongxiang&tara, maybe?
fireworks with yingrong, yes?
drinks with the cousins after that, i think?

happy, happy birthday

happy nineteenth emmy wemmy!
how time flies. we celebrated your 13th six years ago.
very soon it will be my 19th.
damn, i feel old.
i can feel my bones creaking hahas need to go oil them hahas

love the sinner; hate the sin.

caracal/leaven trait/west grand boulevard - fri night at esplanade
my sexy was still well, very sexy hahas

columbarium/fireworks - sat with the tan family

church/paying off slept debt - sun, stefanie time

hows that for a very summarised 3 days hahs

when the violence causes silence

freezing my ass off in school now. supposed to be doing amr but being all stefanie, im slacking and blogging.

deciding whether to go watch caracal perform at esplanade laters. but im in shorts and slippers so it seems erm abit unfitting? hahas

i want me some rocher ice cream.

=(

and i finally dont feel so lost

yay! my internet connection is BACK!
there's seriously no use for a computer if u have no access to the internet
im so glad my internet's fixed.
been feeling so handicapped w/o it. hahas
kudos to uncle george who got it all done in 15 mins

that said, lucky i had tara and her laptop to help me through these past 2 days - tara had to stay over so we could rush our projects
even so, for the past 2 days, i have no wireless at home. so where did we go?
my bbq pit cos my function room offers wireless but we couldnt enter cos it was after hours
but the bbq pit is like a breeding ground for mosquitoes or smth. one night there and i have like more than 10 mosquitoe bites on my left leg alone.
AND MY POOR LEFT MIDDLE TOE.. KENA 3 MOSQUITOE BITES AND ITS A LITTLE RED AND SWOLLEN.

im not thinking straight alr. too many projects killing my brain cells.
OH, congrats to darren and yr. you guys are officially in the triangle plate racing team and im still stuck in the L plate loser team. how nice eh?
no more uncle for you guys to look at. im the only loser who has to see him for another what 8? or 10 weeks?

im so sad now. =(
looking forward to my rocher ice cream. yum yum

Sean & Lewis.

In biz report class now, wore formal for nothing cos our group wasn't "lucky" enough to get picked to present this week which is good cos none of us are prepared.

i must be the "luckiest" girl in the world laaa.
supposed to complete biz report yest night BUT my internet decided to screw up on me and i spent almost 2 hrs trying to get my connection back. but like i said, im such a lucky girl, even singtel couldnt do anything about it.

wanted to go over to tara's place and rush the project but yr suggested she come over instead. so finally around 845, tara came and alas, NO WIRELESS CONNECTION. so we had to go downstairs to the bbq pit where we had internet connection and alot of mosquitoes. ended up rushing the project till 245am.

and cheeyong's an idiot. when yr told him about my internet connection, the guy was saying how i should learn my lesson for leaving projects till the VERY last min. thanks ah

im so screwed cos there are 2 more projects to rush by thurs and my internet connection is still down.

told you i was lucky.

procrastination kills.

thanks to my super slack heck care attitude, im dying from super last minute work.
major information overload.
i cant read properly,
i cant think straight,
i cant write properly,
i cant do anything right.
and thats BAD.

cos there's still so so so much stuff to do. im not done with my PEST model. still very far from done. and i only have 2hours left before i have to complete it so i can analyse the PEST model with the girls. after that, we'll still have to compile our parts. do the introduction then get ready to meet the girls at 8 in the morning so we can rush the cubic model, conclusion and recommendation PLUS executive summary by 13 hundred hours. riiight. im dying.

then after that, its rushing home to do and compile business report asap so i can send it to one of the girls for them to do the ppt.

then tues after school, its rushing personal selling and weds, retail. for thurs, fri and the weekends - applied market research.

oh my god la, suddenly im stressed. i cant wait for these 2 weeks to be over. its going to be hell.

twenty eight/nine

the day before.
what was supposed to be a simple lunch at northpoint became a very impulsive search for my spaghetti top. even ended up skipping retail and biz report tut just to find my top. and what did i end up with? some lousy spag frm giordano, tube frm dorothy perkins and this uber long pearl necklace. for a more detailed description, click http://lovelikehate.blogspot.com

yesterday.
kel and i got hit on by some jamaican dude at the bus stop. er, quite freaky. shant go too much into details
dinner was at timbre's. but of cos we did a whole lot of walking just to find that damn place. the liveband was good! their frontman was sexayye

today.
trying to psyche myself up to clear international biz, which i most probably wont be able to. lectoring laters, which i have yet to practice. and how do you pronounce baal-shalishah?

staphylococcus.

Names people often call you by;
stefanie
steffi
stef
girl (mum)

3 things that scares you the most;
death
losing the people i love
losing my small shirts

3 everyday essentials;
true star fragrance
cellphone
f - double o - d

3 things you are wearing;
spags
specs
spankies

3 favourite bands or singers;
snow patrol
fall out boy
my chemical romance

2 truths and 1 lie;
im jamaican
im 1.57m
im a sucker for thriller rides

3 favourite hobbies;
watching movies
hanging out with friends
reading comics

3 places i want to go for vacation;
Uncle Sam! - NYC, California, LA

3 things i want to try doing;
diving
bungeejump
skydive

3 people whom i want to see doing this survey;
A
B
C

so fucking pissed.

was talking to birdie just now. the guy was so surprised that i would come talk to him after so long. argh. bird is born one bloody day after me but he got his license 3 months ago. THREE BLOODY MONTHS AGO. and me? i took my test like how many weeks ago? and got how many bloody points?

dammit. should have just took with school. damn damn damn. damn you private instructors - bloody waste of time and moolah.

because i'd rather do stupid things like this than do work.

1. what is your phone type?: Nokia sixty two eighty
2. what's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?: 426
3. what does the 2nd msg in your inbox say?: some long msg
4. who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?: madeline
5. who's the last person you rang?: kelvin
6. who was your last missed call from?: some weird ass number
7. who's the 9th person who comes up under I?: nobody? cos i dont know that many people whose names start with the letter i
8. what does the last msg in your inbox say?: "u printing out?"
9. who's the 3rd person who comes up under F?: Fernando Joel Dangoy
10. Go to your sent items.. what does the 5th msg say?: sent items (empty)
11. who's the 4th person who comes up under S?: sebestian
12. what is your network provider?: singtel
13. how many messages are currently in your inbox?: 843.
14. what do you have as your background?: people always leave
15. who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?: Rallen
16. who do you have on speed dial 3?: i dont do speed dial
17. if you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?: n.a.
18. who's the 1st person who comes up under C?: calvin
19. how many bars of signal do you currently have?: 4.
20. what do you have as your main ringtone?: scotty doesn't know by lustra

what can I say to convince you to change your mind of me.

in class now, lecturer's yakking away about how we should stop speaking singlish and start speaking standard english blah blah yada yada

calculus test and QM report tmr.
am going to just not practice my integration and wait for the lecturer to teach before the test.
QM - suppose to do editing and compiling plus recommendations and learning outcomes by this evening so i can pass it to kelvin for him to do the ppt hahas but being me, im just going to leave everything till later. going tanning first.. weee.
told kelvin that i haven't even read the project guidelines and that i was going tanning 1st got him and ailing laughing ALOT. like whats so funny? hahas i think im just too slack for them to handle.

i cant help it, im just a very very last minute kinda person.

chasing cars.

yesterday afternoon was spent celebrating pet's berthday. the sis was queen of the day whilst the mum and i had to serve her small friends

after that it was off to town to meet kok at heerens around 8 plus then we walked down to ps to meet T2. met peng at city hall and then we walked ALL THE WAY to Q bar to find that we were underage and walked ALL THE WAY back to chijmes to meet sam.

finally found a small secluded spot at chijmes - bobby's to chill. shared a peach daiquiri with the girls and took some ugly pictures but the most classic picture of all....

i present to you, my fuddy buddy, in all glamness..
















remember kids, smoking causing mouth disease ahahas

my dying mouse.

my mouse dropped really hard on the floor today and now its abit screwy. shiiit.

cos we were bored during class

char and i.














behold, our very own proboscis monkey.














tara's very shocked look - she just saw a proboscis monkey on the loose!

eric's failed attempt at trying to look suave.

boston by augustana

school work is piling up.

week starting 24/7
mon - meeting with the german girls for international business, PEST and michael porter's model; research + analysis
tues - AMR ica
weds - calculus test, quality management report & presentation
thurs - personal selling ACT! case study

week starting 31/7
mon - international biz report ica 3
tues - biz report writing ica 3 report + presentation
thurs - personal selling and retail management ica 3; reports + presentations

and i think.. i THINK thats all the work for these two weeks. but of course there are a few more projects after that and alot more icas.

all of a sudden, im praying for attachment to come soon. i dont mind being attached to either east or west. cos east, i can always stay over at sam's and west, there's always T2's hostel hahas

surprise, surprise.

like if it was any surprise, i failed my tp.
i didnt just fail marginally, i failed BIG time. 42 points.
wooot. and im not sad or anything.
in fact, i think i must be damn proud of me hahas cos i called so many people to announce my very impressive erm failure hahas

maybe cos even before the test i was already expecting to fail hahas

i want to type the entire testing process but im just too lazy.

call me if you want to know the details hahas =)

i'd be lying if i said that didnt hurt.

so my ego's bruised and im emotionally numb.
but i guess its always the case, ain't it?

like what mrs teo said the other time, stef's everybody's good friend.

ya, but sometimes you just want more.

and it never happens.

salty.

the rat and his gang were making fun of my chinese today.
EVEN kelvin can.. and i thought he was the mature, nice one.
obviously i was wrong.

min min bu hui jiang hua yu
min min bu hui han yu pin yin

ya. so my chinese isnt the best.. but still, its not that bad right?!

an example of a mean friend
me: hello sugar
kel: what sugar? you salt la.

middle of nowhere.

body's aching like hell now cos of NAPFA yesterday which i got a bronze.. no thanks to my standing broad jump which i got an E for.

girls should seriously do something about their pubes if they wanna wear sleeveless tops cos its erm not exactly candy to the eyes. my eyes, especially.

saturday.
finally went into the driving circuit today. didnt really know what i was doing hahas just anyhow whack laa. im so going to fail my test on wednesday hahas

i wish i was a punk rocker.

skipped lecture today and im slacking at kel's place; kel's hugging her soft and puny spineless bolster hahas
waiting for NAPFA later, cant wait to laugh at M.A.C
hahahas
talking to andrew on msn now
boy's asking me how come i dont have a boyfriend, dont have means dont have laaaa. what the.
and asking me why i slang when i talk - what slang la? i sound damn singaporean can

stoned.

feeling very stoned tonight.
a little brain dead.
cant eeven talk properly on the phone laaaa.
too stoned to think straight.

edited;
kok is retarded can hahaas

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lol

dead man's chest

hoho. i think im going to die for my test laters. theres just so much trash to memorise but nothing's going in. thirty percent is alot of marks, i can either make or break it. it can mean a lot of difference between an A, a B or a C. im praying that i dont ever get a D.

on to better stuff, pirates of the caribbean later! wooooot.

did you fart? cos you blew me away.

the exam timetable is out.
3 tests, 17/8, 24 and 25/8

attachment after that.

eeech.

edited; 330pm
blahh. mugging for international business. 4 topics and im only done with one. and there's so much to mug for the second topic.

think im going to rush the last 2 topics and try to finish mugging them by 6 then i can go jogging then come back and try to finish the second topic.

i hate studying but i want good grades. what irony.

edited; 445pm
woot. one more topic down. 2 more to go. yay!
crap, its raining but i need to go jogging later!
irritating.

edited; 1115pm
one more topic left. and im slacking like helll.

international business ica on weds
and im not even anywhere close to starting.

i dont know where to start laaaa.

pirates of the caribbean on wednesday. oooh! i can hardly wait!

comments sex-tion

i dont see the need in having a comments section when everybody gives me their comments everywhere else but in the comments section

i am so bloody bored and there's nobody to entertain me.

im sad.

=)

russell peters - ROVE

he's coming to singapore! october 6! who wants to go watch?

depression strikes.

i think im depressed.
actually, im not even sure what im feeling is depression.
i just feel sad, and heavy hearted and drowsy, and giddy.
i feel like crying.

im losing hope, im losing the will to live.

i cant breathe.

M.A.C

someone was late again last night.
so i had to trouble the couple to change their plans and accompany me whilst we wait for the king to come
dinner at fish & co; mudpie at nydc. super fattening laaaa.

eeeee. driving soon. gotta see that uncle ah pek's face again.
how irritating.

somebody better not be late again
hahahas

schedule, schedule.

driving soon.
meeting kel after driving.
lunch with kel.
calculus.
swimming/tanning.
pirates of the carribean.
dinner.
slaaaaaaaack.
chit chat!
sleeep.

and that is all im going to do today unless i decide to go shopping with kok laters

=)

i hate it when i wave and say hi to people and all they do is smile.

i know i smile and wave only when im in a good mood, but STILL.. wave back laaaa.

not done yet.

its 5 more mins to ten and im still not done.
crap laaaa.
i just wanna get the damn thing done and over with.
screw it if i dont do well.
im ready for a C anyways.

boring time!

i better start on my project soon since alot of people are still very shocked that i have yet to even touch my project. its 20%, dear girl. 8 page report, 2 parts. woot. im praying i can breeze through the damn thing and finish my report by 10.

i cant believe im going to attempt to do this again

but because im so bored and im in no mood to do my project.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. i use to have 2 blankets/towels - pink and brown, which i hug to sleep everynight. i love them for their soft corners. i once thought i couldnt live without them and there was once when i cried just cos i thought my dad threw them away.

2. i outgrew my 2 blankies and now i have 5 small shirts which i hug to sleep every night.

3. i love animals but im afraid to touch them.

4. i love going to the zoo, i have no idea why.

5. i think i really like one guy now. but the thing is, im also not sure.

6. i have no diaries and im afraid that nobody will remember me when im gone.

all done! i dont believe in tagging people.

Sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other person's feelings are real

you ask me what a girl wants..

all a girl wants is for someone to want them back. at least, i do.

if you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, and you always find 'em, then I guess at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves

caracal.

firstly, i just wanna wish a certain new couple. congratulations! weee! do i deserve a treat for all the help? hahahas

anyways, went to do my nails at charme yesterday. love love love the colour, shimmery pinkish purple and it has such a funky name - its now or never haahas.

after that and dinner, went to watch caracal perform outside paragon. field's guit is HOT. too bad he tried to pull off a saosin but it failed and his guit flew hahas

sighh.. i want a boyfriend too

how much blood will you shed to stay alive?

Hello, . You don't know me, but I know you. I want to play a game. Here's what happens if you lose. The device you are wearing is hooked into your upper and lower jaw. When the timer in the back goes off, your mouth will be permanently ripped open. Think of it like a reverse bear trap. Here, I'll show you. There is only one key to open the device. It's in the stomach of your dead cellmate. Look around . Know that I'm not lying. Better hurry up. Live or die, make your choice.

SAW III is coming and its due this halloween (i.e. ONE day after my birthday, halloween's eve) .. woot.

Plot summary.
Jigsaw has disappeared. With his new apprentice Amanda (Shawnee Smith), the puppet-master behind the cruel, intricate games that have terrified a community and baffled police has once again eluded capture and vanished. While city detectives scramble to locate him, Doctor Lynn Denlon (Bahar Soomekh) is unaware that she is about to become the latest pawn on his vicious chessboard. One night, after finishing a shift at her hospital, Lynn is kidnapped and taken to an abandoned warehouse where she meets Jigsaw (Tobin Bell), bedridden and on the verge of death. She is told that she must keep the madman alive for as long as it takes Jeff (Angus Macfayden), another of his victims, to complete a game of his own. Racing against the ticking clock of Jigsaw's own heartbeat, Lynn and Jeff struggle to make it through each of their vicious tests, unaware that he has a much bigger plan for both of them...

on to other things,
had driving early in the morning today, at 830.
major major scolding from uncle ah pek today because of my parking. like hello? the last time i practiced was almost 2 months ago. and i had only ONE, SATU, YI GE parking lesson and he expects me to remember how to park! argh, crazy old man. totally spoilt my day.

birthday presents!

only 4 more months and 2 more days till my birthday!
oooh, i can hardly wait.
i think i need to start coming up with my wishlist so people can start saving up hahahas

im sick of having boring buffet & bbq dinner at my place or celebrating at marche - my birthdays are always so predictable
this year, i want to do something fun. like bungee jump or something! or sky dive! something that will give me a true adrenaline rush.

not your rebound.

turns out that mr james r evans' book is pretty redundant - super wordy AND useless
i just totally wasted my cash and time
lucky kelly welly was there to accompany me the whole of yesterday. oh kelly jelly welly, what would i do without you? hahas

oh, did i mention that i gave up studying for quality management yesterday night? just breezed through the lecture notes and went to watch friends hahas got the test paper today and i was out of the room in 10 mins. mind you, the test is supposed to be 40mins. couldnt really rmb certain minor details but im praying for an A though.

then came calculus, yingrong, amy, the rat and all were flipping through their notes and books but there i was all nonchalant, i couldnt be bothered to even take out my lecture notes. anyways, if i dont do well for this test, i can always drop the module. but i dont think i will do badly for my test laa =)

i think i sound a little show offy today hahas

i'll never be your rebound.

FUCK YOU, JAMES R EVANS! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO WRITE YOUR STUPID BOOK.

ARGH. I HAVE THE MOST FUCKED UP LUCK, EVER.
2 WEEKS AGO, THE GIRLS DECIDED TO BUY THE QUALITY MANAGEMENT TEXTBOOK FOR OUR TEST TMR. BUT YOURS TRULY, DECIDED TO NOT. I DECIDED TO WAIT TILL YESTERDAY TO GET MY DAMN BOOK. BUT ALAS, THE BOOK WAS NOT IN STOCK.

SO TODAY, KEL ACCOMPANIED ME TO AMK POPULAR AFTER SCHOOL TO CHECK IF THEY SOLD THE BOOK. BUT OF COURSE, THEY DID NOT. AND I, FOOLISHLY ASSUMED THAT EITHER BORDERS OR KINOKUNIYA WOULD SELL THE BOOK.

BUT BECAUSE STEF IS THAT LUCKY, KINO DIDNT SELL THE LATEST EDITION OF THE BOOK AND BORDERS DONT HAVE SUCH A BOOK. IMAGINE, KEL AND I WENT ALL THE WAY TO TOWN AND THERE WAS NO BOOK.

THEN, I DECIDED TO GO TO TARA'S PLACE AT KHATIB TO BORROW THE BOOK FROM HER TO PHOTOCOPY. BUT, BEING KHATIB, THERE WERE VERY FEW PHOTOCOPY SHOPS AND IN THE END, I HAD TO SETTLE WITH SOME LOUSY BOOKSHOP WHICH CHARGED 5CENTS PER PIECE. NEVERMIND THAT, I DECIDED TO PRINT THE ENTIRE BOOK, ALL 467 PAGES. I HAD TO WAIT LIKE NEARLY 2 HOURS FOR MY NOTES. NOT ONLY THAT, TARA'S HOUSE WASN'T VERY NEAR THE PHOTOCOPY SHOP.

KELLY AND I WALKED BACK AND FORTH TARA'S HOUSE AND THE PHOTOCOPY SHOP LIKE 5-7 TIMES. HOW FUCKING FRUSTRATING WAS THAT ALREADY.

PLUS, AFTER 2 HOURS, WHEN I FINALLY GOT MY NOTES, THEY WEREN'T IN ORDER. THEY WERE FROM BACK TO FRONT. AND PRINTED PIECE PER PIECE. LIKE HOW FUCKING THICK IS THAT.

THE ORIGINAL PRICE OF THE BOOK IS $26.50 AND I ENDED UP PAYING $28.15 FOR MY VERY THICK, SUPER THRASHY NOTES.

ALL THE TIME AND MONEY WASTED ON JAMES R EVAN'S QUALITY MANAGEMENT. FUCK, I HATE YOU. YOU MADE ME WALK SO MUCH TODAY. YOU MADE ME WASTE LIKE HALF A DAY WHICH I COULD HAVE PUT TO BETTER USE - LIKE STUDYING FOR MY TEST & MY OTHER CALCULUS TEST.

BUT NOOO, ITS ALMOST 6. I HAVE YET TO TOUCH BOTH MODULES AND THERE'S SO MUCH SHIT TO MUG FOR QUALITY MANAGEMENT.

DAMN YOU, JAMES R EVANS. YOU BETTER PRAY I GET A DISTINCTION FOR MY TEST TOMORROW.

FUUCCCKKKK

i need LASIK now.

its just so saddening that there are contact lenses sold all over the world but i cant wear them and i have to stick with tacky spectacles just cos i have rather dry and sensitive eyes

so i have to wait till im older and get lasik done on my eyes so i can have perfect eyesight and night vision blindness. oh great.

july 19.

im peeing in my shorts laaa
i am so going to fail my traffic police test practical or whatever you call it
i had driving today and it was quite bad
all that uncle ah pek's fault!
what drive to his house at jalan kayu. the roads there are so bloody narrow
asss

AND,
2 projects due tmr.
2 tests on wed.

s c r e w

kaypoh.

prata's been on the phone for the past 30 mins and i am very very very tempted to eavesdrop. hahas HOW? SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?

edited;
being the nice person that i am, hahas i have decided to NOT.

this post is absolutely redundant but i figured if i blog more now, i would be able to make up for the lack of posts these past few months haas

edited - 2 mins later;
i am that bored. church in an hour. blahh

WHY?

why must we have school?
why must school start tmr?
why must i go to school?

can i not have school?
can school not start tmr?
can i not go to school?

comments

oh wee!
finally added up a comments section
feel free to tag!

=)

koh samui - 13 to 16 june
went with sam, sam's parents, sam's aunty and 2 cousins - kristal & justin, sam's friend aka tan yi jia adrian aka A aka jia jia liang teh AND kelly

cant really rmb the details except kel and i had the prettiest room!
and that the 2 boys kept coming over to watch soccer and dvds - every night till 3ish
oh, and jetski-ed with kel. tried to make a left turn without slowing down more and ended up getting the both of us flung off our jetski and kel losing her specs

FUCK.

i just posted my entry and blogger deleted it. fuck, im pissed.

all i can remember mentioning is me not wanting school to start and my past two weeks.

i think i'll just do a very summarised version of my previous entry.

Genting - 10 to 12 june
finally convinced pet to try the flying coaster.
did the usual stuff like shopping, eating my chee cheong fan and jackpot!

ONE MORE DAY.

the following entry might bore you. so to read, just highlight the words.

so yesterday was interesting.

was really tempted to skip the whole of yesterday to go join t2 and vinnie at orchard but there was a change of plans so i decided to stay in school.

anyways, we - charlene, yingrong, tara and i decided to skip personal selling lecture and use our 2 hr break to go to mind cafe at dhoby ghaut to ask the manager if we could conduct a market research for them. hahas it was interesting cos we kept rushing and running.

we ended up playing at mind cafe for an hour. but halfway into the game, yuwu called to tell us that stupid personal selling lecturer wanted to take manual attendance and we thought we were screwed cos we scanned our cards. so we had to rush down to sch to make it back for his tutorial at 8pm. but by the time we left mind cafe, it was already 745. so we decided to run all the way to the station but it was all really funny cos yr and charlene were in heels and hahas yr's shoe came off while we were jay-running hahas her shoe was floating over a puddle of water ha

the best part was, we had to present our tutorial qns in class and none of us had done it. so there we were, amidst a whole load of pple in the train, we were squeezing and struggling to write our answers on the transparency. the whole thing was just pure madness.

so again, at yck station, we ran frm the station to sch; though charlene and i were laughing more than running. yonghui had to wait for us at the door cos we didnt have our admin cards with us to allow us into the tutorial rooms.

IN THE END, the stupid lecturer wanted to know why we were late and whether we attended his lecture which we had to confess we were not.

ok, i think im being very longwinded here. so i shall just stop.

tara (rushing to finish our brownie so we could foot the bill): "oh my god, this brownie is so good. i think im going to cry."

charlene: "i think i'll remember this day for the rest of my life"; "hahahaha i can see ying rong's footprint on the step"; "hahaha the way ying rong run very funny"

ying rong: "its my shoe laaa"

term break in 6 days!

wee. i can almost smell the air of freedom.
MY TERM BREAK!
i can hardly wait.
Genting and Koh Samui. Wooot.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end, you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. no tag backs. - im only doing this cos im really bored.

i got tagged by kelly;
i cant think of anything to write.

imagine this:
the family - my family at dinner
me: eh pet, help me to get chilli sauce
pet: dont want! im not your maid
me: but you are what
pet: im not!
me: fine, you're not. you are vanprathee (aunty's maid's name: suprathee)
dad being kaypoh
dad: haha not prathee la. prata
dad: eh prata! get us our chilli sauce
pet: hoi..

hahas i just find it funny la.

just roll your eyes if you think its lame.

labour day yayness

finally got myself a new phone on labour day - a nokia 6280 and kel got the same one herself except hers is in black and mine's grey. oh yay. i can finally kiss my dinosaur phone goodbye.

screw school.

and so it begins, the 3rd year of polytechnic life. cant wait till next feb/mar when i finally graduate and then hopefully from there i can move on to uni and join kel! or go overseas (hint: the US) to meet my laguna hotties hahas

so yes, im slow. the last season of laguna beach ended on mtv like two months ago and only till recently that yours truly decided to download both seasons and got super addicted. - totally random, i know.

now's the time to grow up, be a man and serve the country

vinnie's entering the army tmr so kel and i met him for dinner at taka's crystal jade la mian xiao long bao where we ordered ALOT of food and laughed a whole lot too. pity i didnt bring the camera else we could have taken lotsa photos.

on the train home, vinnie told us his aspiration
vinnie: u know what i aspire to do?
kel and i: what?
vin: one day im going to wear a cast and take the mrt. and when i see an old lady board the train, im gonna offer my seat to her and put the rest to shame
us: hahahas
vin: seriously! and when someone tries to offer me their seat, i'll just reject the offer and stand all the way
us: hahahas what the hell la..

hahas im gonna miss times like these

edited;

kel was such a darling. we were trying on tshirts at flesh imp. i was trying the shirt on for fun, even though i was broke and all hahas and kel bought the shirt for me! i lurve lurrve lurrrvve you kel, honey!

and 13th april marks the end of my 26 weeks

ah, what bittersweet memories.
im still pretty surprise i survived the past 26 weeks, 830-6.
and i thought 26 weeks was long.
time flies. still rmb my 1st time at Tradewinds, facing 7 other new faces. fast forward 26 weeks later, after 3 different stopovers, i have seen like a zillion faces and made lots of friends.

pity 26 weeks ended so soon. it sucks when i start gettign accustomed to a routine and i have to start something new all over again. im going to miss the people.

hello smelly books, bye bye to a life without using my brains.

oh something else!
some girl tried to dance with me la! THREE BLOODY TIMES!
she kept coming frm behind and start puttign her hands around my belly!
shocking laa.. im such a conservative girl you know hahas

the pain of vanity

2.5 days till school starts and i am not done with my reports, which i dont give a shit about.

OH, i can feel a sore throat coming. my throat feels raw.

AND THEN THERE WERE FOUR.
kel, sam, vinnie and yours truly.
so zouk was fun on friday, spent most of our time at phuture and i had my fill of hotties during my 1st 15 mins at zouk - FCUK fashion show. some of the models were fucking hot. yum yum.

managed to last for about 4 hours before my feet started to kill me and the fact that we were all getting hungry had us limping out of zouk around three plus. a pity vinnie's mum left newton early.. i was expecting hokkien mee and sugar cane. oh wells, ended up at jalan kayu with 2 prata kosong.

oh yes, heels might look glam on the dance floor but i think im sticking with my oh so trustworthy pair of sneakers. glam-ness or comfort? COMFORT, hands down.

okay, so this post was totally random. my thoughts are all messed up - as usual.

balcony

met peng today, havent seen her since new year's.
went to fish and co. at glasshouse with her, kel and vinnie and we had a very filling dinner.
lots and lots of calamari - yum yum.

after that, we walked over to somerset where we were deciding between rouge, alley bar and balcony. ended up at balcony which kinda sucked cos it was open air and the seats had no back support. peng left early so it was once again, us 3.. sitting on the high chairs and looking at cars drive past and a couple make out. cant really rmb anything else except being really thirsty.

anyways, took a few pictures of our drinks!











mango marguerita











mint chocolate martini - which kinda looked like shit water












martini dry

so my phototaking skills aint the best. but i couldnt see what i was taking so the pictures actually turned out pretty good hahas

sometimes

funny how sometimes you forget how fun it is to just hang out with your old friends and when you do, you get addicted and you just forget that the rest of the world ever happened and that time would stop.

i want more times like these.

block leave!

day one of block leave and i have nothing else to do except rot at home - which i dont mind. hahas
so last weekend was nice.
a few of us decided to meet up and hang since vinnie's entering the army soon and roonie's leaving for england in 2 weeks.

sat - met at clarke quay around 4 and walked over to the mind cafe to chat and play board games hahas. played till 7 plus and we left the place to find dinner, ended up at millenia walk - moonfish. so it was around 10 plus and vinnie, kel and i had no where to go and we decided that it was still too early to go home, we tried going to new asia, but we were underage.

so we headed off to chijmes but ended up leaving for the long bar at raffles hotel where the three of us shared a dry martini, bloody mary (which sucked) and a tiger lily.

and that was how sat ended.

fast forward to sunday. the parents got me a panasonic lumix fx9! love love love it!
then in the evening, met kel and roonie for V for Vendetta which was nice but i would have liked it better if they revealed V's face. after the show, we headed off to northpoint's starbucks to chat, slack, take loads of retarded pics and have my choco frappe.

voila. our sunday night.

links

since pple like charlene and tara need my links to branch out to the other blogs,
here's the list:

amanda
anthony
audrey
darren
gabriel
haikal
krystal
marion
may
michelle
mr siva
nicole
nicholas
serene
T2*
tara
wee hong
yin luan

boo!

attachment's ending in 3 weeks.
yay!
and i thought i couldnt survive 26 weeks.

no more virgin hair

i highlighted my hair red.
like really red.
as red as a red packet.
im still adjusting to the new look and its just weird to look up and see a red fringe.
i think i need sometime to get use to the colour.
only good thing is that under different lighting, my hair looks red, brown and purple.
woot. how cool is that.

so i was thinking of..

changing my blogskin back to my previous skin
but i got lazy
and it takes a hell load of time to upload a new template.

i hate my blogskin. its so blah.

when you see a hot guy stripping in front of you..

do you

(A) look at him while he strips?
(B) look down and try smelling him for BO?

hahas apparently some pple belong to option B. hoho

hahahahahaha

1 month later.

helloes peeps. 's been a month since i updated.
school's still the same other than the sex scandal

nothing much to update though. pretty much brain dead ever since last oct.

for chinese new year..

got me 2 pairs of shoes today.
so to date, i have:
3 pairs of shoes
2 skirts
5 tops

and i wanna get me more clothes. weee

the one about make-up

voila.. my makeup set. all i need now is my dior play, my 64 dollars lip gloss. who could be so kind to buy it for me?


isn't it so pretty?

hair colour gone wrong

so yesterday was an interesting day.. amanda, charlene, tara and i decided to skip school cos amanda and tara want to get their hair cut. i was supposed to cut my MANE too but i was broke hahas so they got their hair cut at kimage, northpoint whilst me and charlene were just talking about how tara's hair looks like disgusting drained pubes and how amanda's hair will fit a broomstick nicely. oh yes, not forgetting the very hip hairdresser from penang hahas

anyways, after that amanda wanted to have her hair dyed so we went to guardians where all 3 of them decided to have their hair dyed too. and again, i was suppose to dye my hair too but i chickened out hahas then we went to tara's house to have the girls' hair dyed. only till we reached her guardhouse did our dear tara rmb her keys were in her bag - in school. so we walked to the nearest supermart to get 1 dollar towels and back to her condo's toilet to have their hair dyed.

so the colours each of them wanted originally was
amanda - reddish brown
charlene - bright yellow
tara - yellowish brown
and after dyeing, their colours became
amanda - reddish brown highlights instead of a full reddish brown head
charlene - no colour change; she still looked the same
tara - ORANGE hahas funny how what u wanted can look so different frm reality hahas

by the time we were done and all, we had to rush back to sch since it was nearly 5. and since tara was complaining of eye trouble the entire day, her right or is it left eye started to swell. it was like a lump. totally gross hahas but i wasnt that freaked since my cousin and sister had it before. i rmb my cousin telling me that she got bitten by a mosquito on the eye thats why her eye got swollen hahas oh im starting to not make sense.

think the fever's coming back. my brains are getting fried and i realise ive been using the word "so" alot of times.

MAYBE i should start posting pics. too many words makes my blog look too boring

upon request

since ive received some complaints from my loyal readers that im not blogging as much as im supposed to, ive decided to blog for a bit.

so here's the lowdown. school IS still a drag. the family is doing ok. friends are a-ok. and a certain rat is pissing the shit outta me cos he keeps rushing me to do my project. like enough already, u skinny litta thing u hahas oops i better pray he doesnt read my blog hahas

wet and cold

everyone i know seems to be flying overseas to study. nobody wants to study in singapore anymore. can i not study in singapore too? fly me off to the uk or the states! singapore is too boring. but then again, i doubt i can survive on my mine overseas.

and whats up with the friggin weather? sure as hell doesnt feel like sunny lil singapore. its more like rainy singapore. the weather is chilly and everywhere else is wet