I am the Charmer Charm is seduction without sex. Charmers are consummate manipulators, masking their cleverness by creating a mood of pleasure and comfort. Their method is simple; they deflect attention from themselves and focus it on their target. They understand your spirit, feel your pain, adapt to your moods. In the presence of a Charmer you feel better about yourself. Learn to cast the Charmer's spell by aiming at people's primary weaknesses: vanity and self-esteem. Symbol: The Mirror. Your spirit holds a mirror up to others. When they see you they see themselves: their values, their tastes, even their flaws. Their lifelong love affair with their own image is comfortable and hypnotic; so feed it. No one ever sees what is behind the mirror.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!


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am so stuff-ed.

ate alot for dinner. went to taste of thai to eat. 43 dollars. v cheap. 8 dishes for 4 pple. was supposed to eat the yee-sang thing but it was too big for a family of four. so skipped it. going to eat this sat with sam and his family. yup yups. and kel's berth day is tmr! happy berthday kelly welly! =0) sighh. i want my berthday to come soon! -whines-

did housework today. felt hardworking yest. so vacuumed *not sure bout the spelling- yups and mop-ped the floor. good form of exercise. lost some weight. got wierd stuff inside my body. its always ez to lose and gain weight. urkk. i hate that. so today just cleaned the kitchen cupboard and the door plus more living room. basically nething to do with wood i just sprayed with lemon pledge and wipe. spent about an hour plus doing. tough job. hahas been blasting my american idol 2 cd. gets me on high mode so i'l be singing most of the time. lucky nobody complained. or else im screwed. yupps. really love the songs inside. still cant stand carmen rasmusen. she sucks big time.

shall just end here. nth much to update on since all i do is stay at home.

ohya! one more thing i watched the fast and the furious already! not bad! lotsa action. and vin diesel has that slightly babyfacish look. hahas and im sooo infatuated with jeremy sumpter frm peter pan. he's really charming hahas. go read 8 days! hahas am soo amused. he and his hand slapping thing. hahas

The Big Five Personality Test

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Introverted	||||||||||	38%
Friendly	||||||||||||||	52%
Aggressive	||||||||||||	48%
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Disorderly	||||||||||||||	52%
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Emotional	||||||||||	38%
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Take Free Big 5 Personality Test

Extroversion results were moderately high which suggests you are talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very reflective.

Friendliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately good natured, trusting, and helpful.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious.

Emotional Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional but possibly too unobservant of your feelings.

Openmindedness results were medium which suggests you are moderately creative, original, curious, and imaginative.

Overall (of the Big 5 factors), you scored highest on Extroversion and lowest on Orderliness.

phew! at last! the template's much more decent looking. yays! anymore flaws in my template just type it in my floob. yups. and i just watched sinbad the cartoon. is nice. interesting too.

yays! i changed my template! how do u like `em apples

Yo! hellos pple! am so0o disappointed with the measly sum i collected for new year this yr. 300 dollars. urkk. thats like so little. collected 286 on the 1st day. and 14 dollars the following day. what the hell. far cry sia. onyl collected 2 red packets on the 2nd day. one frm grandaunty joyce and the other frm the grandaunty at florida. sighh. if only there wasnt conflict going on in my mum's side of the family. could have collected like 500 dollars altogether. adults.. ha! immature kids in full grown bodies.

On a lighter note, got a swimming costume! this tankini. em got the same one too. got it for 19.90.. cheap eh? bought it at metro paragon. saw kok and nic as usual. hahas kel and i are sick of visiting them already. only em isnt. hahahas -hint hint- yup yups. and went to watch Peter Pan yesterday. my oh my. thats some good shit! really nice. and peter pan, jermey sumpter, the spelling shd be correct, is so handsome! well, he can be both handsome or pretty. its hard to explain but at certain angles he looks pretty and at another angle he's handsome. em says he's got a short tongue hahas oh wells, at least his short tongue aint as obvious as other pple. that will be awful.

yup yups. walked alot yesterday aft watching peter pan. went to check out all those makeover studios. one at taka, another at lucky plaza and one more at paragon. the one at taka was closed. we couldnt find the one at lucky plaza hahas and the one at paragon, hollywood secrets, the pictures were eerms shitty? aft that went to suntec to go check one more makeover studio, andrew's reccomendation. the pictures aint bad. but its ex and not really worth it. the one's that most worth it is still instant glamour at bugis. so em and i were incharge of going back to bugis and making an appointment for teh photoshoot while kel rushed back home cos she got some dinner to go to.

was rather tired already. legs were aching. but still managed to pull ourselves to bugis. the original package was 1 hairdo, 1 makeup, 1 outfit, 1 eyebrow trimming, and 10 shots choose 4*4R and 1*8R. the upgarde package was plus another 39 dollars. so altogether 97 but now got 2 makeup, 2 hairdo, 2 outfits + eyebrow trimming + fake eyelashes. and we can get 15 exposures with all the negatives back. is damn worth it. and the pictures are nice too. was thinking of framing my 8R with the silver lining thing but that is plus another 29 dollars. shall go discuss with my mummy again. booked teh apppointment already. next mon at 1130. i can hardly wait!

yup yups and kel is giving us a birthday treat this sun cos she's not free on thurs. hmms em and i have no idea where we wanna go cos kel said no swensen's or marche. hahas we were deciding to go to Prego's this high class restaurant. kel's cool with the idea. so yups. shd be prego's or just go find some hotel with buffet dinner. kays. gotta go watch my vcds. watched freaky friday yest night. hahas its not bad. funny too. peace out.

Had a v long day today. am so exhausted. woke up at 820 to wash up and get ready for church. Chinese mass. saw joel, the guy was serving mass. Seriously, both he and darren have an uncanny resemblance. of cos joel's cuter. =0) hahas.
Yup yups. Bad start to a new year tho`. Quarrelled with my parents over the lamest things. it totally pissed me off. didnt wish my dad happy new year and just took the ang bao then go wear my shoe. In church, didnt even look at my mum during the peace-be-with-u thingey. was just fuming with anger. too much anger to even look at her. The woman seriously has some issues to work on. urkk.

Parents tried to avoid my relatives. Serene's family. internal conflict shet. so hell that. went to my grandma's house!the whole place was choked with her medication. Poor old lady getting dizzy spells. Yups. then she got that maid, forgot whats her name, to cook for us. Ate and then left for my grandpa's house. By the time we reached, it was like 11+. Quite early. Only aunty evelyn's family was there. Sam was in church. hahas victoria came over and talk to me. shes v nice. smart and pretty. =0) Yups then somemore pple came. More angbaos. was quite boring cos this year we stayed at my grandpa's house untill 1. usually we would leave arnd 12 but this year alot of pple came. yum yum. more ang baos. Went to siglap later on. To auntie grace's place. The mee her maid cooks is terrific. Best ever! Then sat arnd and hear my cousins talk while i just listen and listen and listen. Theres this girl, bianca. saw her like lotsa times but didnt even know her name or her age. hahas shes same age as me! shes in SR now. but didnt ask her about priya. she and sam are on pretty good terms tho`. yups then the other uncle john's son came. that giuys like tall. really tall. think 19+ hahas u talk to him u gotta raise ya head real high hahas melvyn was talking to him hahas he looked short nect to him even tho` his ht is like 183? my my my.. what do they eat?!

yups. then go more kao's (excuse the wierd spelling. think its pronounced that way.) place at Telok kurau. more ang baos. hahas then felicia came! her 1st yr to give ang bao! hahas yvonne made all the cousins clap for her hahahs. so lame! hahas she had our names written on the ang bao. so she was calling us name by name. hahas they clapped for everyname. Vanessa's name was 1st. mine was 2nd hahas 2nd prize then uncle john was soo funny. he was doing short acts of the central jave indonesian dance and the lion dance. absolutely hilarious. hahas he say wanna watch full length must pay money. now only preview. hahas. then go bedok resevoir there. to the old frankel there. that kou po's house hahas aka kickapoo. learnt that frm kel hahas. more ang baos! v long nv see this distant cousin of mine. heard the adults talking to him. hes in rj. j2. wahhs. smart ass. yups. then must queue up c0llect ang bao hahas.

last place was that greatgrandaunt's house. she's staying in simei now. to live with her daughter. got 2 dogs! the dogs are harmlsee but michelle was screaming her head off. hahas retarded. but that ggaunt's daughter is really generous. kept stuffing food to us. what swiss roll arh, pineapple tart ah. kept giving away all those stuff. then went back to kong kong my grandpa's place. no food left! was damn hungry cos didnt eat nething at any of the houses. and the last time i ate was at my grandma's house. sooo hungry was already 5+. then wanted to go home. but aunty eileen ask us to stay and go upstairs to uncle renie's house to have dinner. went to changi end there to eat 1st. couldnt stand it. then came back. went straight up to uncle renie place while my parents went back to kong's house. played with the hamsters! they changed so much!

sat for 20 mins like that. then victoria, nat and caleb came back frm visiting victoria's side of the family. hahas i think shes gonna be nat's wife! hahas my future relative. yups. was damn tired. so go michelle's room. couldnt sleep. so basically slacked in the air con room. then it was dinner time! was too full to eat. waited for my parents to come up then got my mum to get food for me. aft dinner, went to play with the hamsters again. they are seriously cute. hahas they are teething. and were learning how to climb hahas kept helping this hamster climb. then once helped too much the thing nearly fell. so had to faster carry it. yuck. could feel it nibbling my palm. nearly wanted to throw it down hahas. so faster put back. things got totally lame aft that. were doing lame shit to the hamsters. hahas me and tabitha were laughing our heads off at all the funny hamster stuff. hahas michelle was using the plastic thongs to try and squeeze the hamster mama's tits! hahahahas.

yups. then the gambling started. they were playing that three dice thing. at 1st didnt know what was going on so was just watching. then vanessa started helping my dad. help him throw the dice. wahhs shes damn lucky kept getting 4 5 6. get all the money in the centre pool which is like alot. dad earned alot of money. earned 80 bucks. could have winned further untill vanessa stopped playing. everyone keptcalling her the golden hand cos my dad was just winning and winning. hahas talk about begginer's luck. but i wasnt as lucky a beginner as her. uncle freddy came then ask me to use my ang bao money since i got so much. used 4 dollars! hahas lost all. dad had to keep on lending me. so took a breather then join again. lost again hahas. think i lost 15 bucks. stupid daddy lahhs. kept sayign i cant do it or i got no luck or if u can get 4 5 6 it will rain. hahas my aunties and uncles were scolding him say how can he be so bad as a father or ask me to not listen to him. hahas last round.. 4 5 6! more than enough money to recoup my losses hahas. then they say im lucky. managed to not lose nething. stupid daddy. took all my winnings and returned me only my 4 dollars. how nice ya. so total profit for today's gambling was 70+++. yups vanessa did come back after stopping hahas byu then she was losing hahas. could have earned alot of money but she was all a losing streak. aww. howsad. crocodile tears rolling down my cheeks already hahahas. yups tehn home sweet home! rushed back to watch american idol. started watching arnd 1045. hahas its a comedy man. seriously.

yups. thats all for today. tmr still got to go temple pay respects to ah ma then watch the lion dance at the temple if we are lucky to catch it. then go granaunty joyce's place where we take our family picture annually hahas. think aft that going florida to visit one of my daddy's other auntie. yups got to reh temple by 10 and its almost one already. yikes. got to go catch up on sleep.

and btw, today i had the most ridiculous kinda shet happening to me. stupid david wong's wife said i looked alot like michelle. WHAT THE FUCK. is she blind or what. then on eof my relatives got blur when they were pointing at me and asking who's that. they went like its buffy... right.. i look like my aunty hmms. i got enough of that. its like every year they'l come tell me how much i look like aunty buffy when she was young blahh balhh blahh. a'ight. enough of that already! kays! gotta seriously go sleep! ta~

hello hello pple! Happy new year. And a reminder, take care of ya bananas cos all hell is gonna break loose.. its th eyear of the monkey! Time for some monkey business. A'ight. am being a wee bit lame here. Anyways, am real excited!! Tmr gonna go collect ang bao. smth which i always look fwd to. Shall do what i do best - open the ang baos in the car when we are travelling frm one house to the other. Then again with the good comes the bad. Good, the money. Bad, the socialising cos im not exactly little miss sociable when it comes to my extended families. Am not sure why. Just am. Call it the extended.families.phobia. gee. Sitting at one corner and not talking isnt exactly my kinda idea of fun but hell, shall just do it.

Went to visit the teachers yest. Missed them alot! But only gotta see a few teachers cos the rest of them were either on course or not in sch. And mr puvan wasnt there either. pity pity pity. Figured that the next time we'l most probably be seeing them would be me getting my results and urkk, it sucks big time. Spent most of the time talking to mr siva. About our careers and jc.. odac too. Really really hoping to enter jc. Siva says im only 16! i shd be having fun and not worrying about my results only start worrying on that day itself hahas wah.. how nice eh. yup yups. might be helping the sch with some karimun CIP project. then can most probably add to my PEARLS points. Not a bad idea at all. Have fun and get points.

And em and kel came over today aft the cny bizarre they had at sch. Didnt know they brought fishes for me. 13 altogether. Mum went totally ballistic. Bet T2 were kinda scared. so had to set them free b4 i get killed by my mum so brought all the 13 fishes to the pond downstairs. Lotsa kois. Urkk. Threwed all of the fishes inside. Less than a minute, all gone. The sight is disgusting. The fishes were eatign the fishes. Big fish eating small fish. Vicious cycle. Still feel kinda uneasy about the whole thing. Its like i indirectlly killed `em! hhahas em kidna enjoyed the whole thing hahas lets just say she was amused. But urkk. was really gross. one of the big fish took a bite frm the small fish. then the small fish became paralysed. next bite, down its throat. gone. im just picturing the scene in my mind, didnt actually see it. was em who saw it and told us. so cruel! could see the small fishes jumping out of the water for their lives no wonder there was a sign - do not add fish. am feeling v guilty now. stupid dadday just told me we shdnt have throwed the fishes in that early cos he was planning to put it in the crystal bowl. how nice ya. how nice. oh em and kel go tthe fishes for free but they spent 2.50 on the fish food. they bought it on the way to my place. am feeling kinda apolegetic towards `em. they were even planning to name it. oh wells, shall just pray for their pour souls. =0(

Talking about food, ate alot for reunion dinner today. we had steamboat. too much food, too little pple. was just the 4 of us cos we had our actual reunion dinner on sat. Mum didnt wanna go back to her mum's place cos some kinda internal conflict's going on between the family. adults. gee. what do u know? just kids in more mature bodies. sometimes, i think im more mature or logical then my parents when it comes to problems like relationship. They shd grow up already! hahas a'ight. shall go watch the fast and the furious. yays! cos we borrowed 12 vcds yest frm Laserflair. hahas 31 bucks all in all. kel paid first... v rich! gonna pay her back all the money i owe her aft new year. yups. so 10 bucks each. me and em gotta pay. got 4 shows. was supposed to clear two yest so we could swap today but just couldnt finish. couldnt even finish my 1st show- daddy day care. My mummy lahhs! do this, do that. so am stil stuck with my shows while em and kel switched. sad sad sad. meeting them again on the thrid day of new yr to swap shows again. then go bai nian! get more ang bao! hahas

yup yups. ta~

mr siva says my blog template looks gloomy. does it?

and does au revoir mean bye?

Paul Walker!! -giggles-

Is he hot or what?

2 Fast 2 Furious is the highly anticipated follow up to the Summer 2001 box office sensation about the super charged world of street racing.
Paul Walker returns as former cop Brian O'Conner, who teams up with his ex-con pal Roman Pearce (Tyrese) to transport a shipment of "dirty" money for shady Miami based import-export dealer Carter Verone (Cole Hauser), while actually working with undercover agent Monica Fuentes (newcomer Eva Mendes) to bring Verone down.

Chris "Ludacris" Bridges, James Remar and Devon Aoki are also in the cast of this new high-adrenaline adventure movie directed by John Singleton (boyz N the Hood, Baby Boy) and produced by Neal H Moritz (The Fast and the Furious, Sweet Home Alabama), with a whole new line-up of dazzling high performance vehicles ready to burn up more then just the road...

Just watched 2 fast 2 furious! The show rocks big time man. know im kinda outdated lahhs. The show came out like last yr and im only watching now. Its neat a'ight. The cars are like whoa, hot. hahas and Tyrese, the 2nd guy on the left is damn funny. Good show. I like Paul walker the best, the guy on the extreme left. He's h.o.t tho` he looks kinda cina in the pic. urkk. shall go look for the fast and the furious. i wanna go watch.


My kinda car..Honda S2000. yeah.. dig that dawg

Finally! One thing striked off my wishlist - new year clothes. Got enough clothes for the 1st 2 days.

Black casual dress - $17
Green skirt - $17.90
Red top - $13.90
Yellow top - $8

Quite cheap huhs. Not even pass 60 bucks cos got the dress and skirt frm that fake chatukchat or however u spell it. Accoding to kel, it reminds her of that place in Thailand that chatblahblahblah. Yesterday was my 2nd trip that in a row. Went there the day b4 with kel to check out the prices and get sam his prezzie. Em couldnt come both times cos teh day b4 she had her goals talk by that hairy gorilla and yesterday she went out with her OG. so yups was just me and kel shopping for the past two days at Bugis. urkk. am getting so bored of the place. And! we found this excellent place to go do our makeover. It cost 58 bucks. Usual price is 99. One outfit, one hairdo, one makeup and 10 shots. Choose 5. 4 photos will be placed in this black album and one will be blown up to an 8r size. Not bad huhs. quite worth it. compared to the others we've checked out. So we are gonna go for the makeover thingey aft cny.

Yesterday was really tiring. Woke up at 11 and rushed for the 1130 bus to go meet kel at amk. Waited for her for about 10-15 mins and saw her coming up the escalator with nic! Nic the panda! He was gonna meet kok on the train. Quite a relief tho`. cos kel and i were deciding to go drop by Paragon and get my money back frm kok. Got frm kok 10 bucks to buy my that choker with my name on it. Kel got hers too. Sigh. could actually strike off the chokers for t3 frm my wishlist but em hasnt got hers cos she got no cash. shes in huge debts. hahas owe quite a no. of pple money. Em's really generous know. when she has money, she'l go shop for stuff to give pple. when she has no money, she'l borrow money frm other pple to shop for stuff for other pple while kel and i are her left asides. hahas always buy things for pple or make pillows for pple but always nv make for us haahs we are last. If got leftovers then give us. how nice ya.

Rmbed being thirsty the whole day too. Kel and i kept getting thirsty. spent lotsa money on drinks hahas. met sam at 430 aft shopping arnd Far east. We were so hoping to go to Marche and get our drinks. But no0o, sam had his lunch just one hour ago and he's still full. He wanted to meet at 430 cos he thought we wanna go shop arnd. But hello? weve been shopping for v long already. Heck lahhs. Gotta give way to the berthday boy right. so went to HMV. kel was browsing thru the cds while sam and i were entertaining ourselves watching MJ's music video - Thriller. Not bad. Aft that, went to Annex since we had nth to do. But i was broke so couldnt buy nething. Crappy. Its a killer when u wanna buy smth but u got no cash.

Since we had nth to do there, we decided to go visit our good friends at Paragon. hahas nic and kok. but we went downstairs to get a drink. hahas i drank 1 1/2 bottle of water. was bloody thirsty. then went up and kok wasnt there. he was at metro's cafeteria. sam wanted to buy shoes but all the shoes had 3 digit prices. hahas kok came running back and asked sam lotsa lame qns. Obviously he couldnt recgonise sam cos he was like, who's this ah? Then went to visit nic. Walked arnd, talked abit. hahas then we saw this two kids and boy was on eof the boys vulgar. Nic liked it of cos. Both were shooting vulgarities at each other. Yups by then it was 6. so went straight to Marche. Ate alot. Bill came up to a total of 61 bucks. yup yups. mum called and ask us go Bugis cos she wanted to go shopping. urkk. am so sick of that place. so went back. Mum got this shoe frm OG and thats it. she didnt get nething else. and she didnt let me get this skirt i wanted so badly. she didnt wanna buy for me nething at all. a wasted trip.

Had to send sam back home so went to bedok interchange to eat chendol and that jelly peach thing. Yup yups. aft sending him back and kel back, we reached home at 1050. wee late. yups. end of descriptive essay. am soo not thinking straight.

New song! i like this song!

I'll be missing you - P. Diddy (Puff Daddy)

Verse One: Puff Daddy
(Yeah... this right hear... goes out to everyone who has lost someone they
truly love)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: Faith Evans
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Verse Two: Puff Daddy
[Puff] I miss you Big
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Chorus:
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the days, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Faith Evans:
Somebody tell me why
One Black Morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

112 Outro:
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Is a day that I get closer
[Puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] We miss you Big

Faith Evans:
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

yes pple, ive become much more sensitive to everything. must be the pills at work. tho` it hasnt fulfilled its main purpose. hmmms..

Just realised how much i miss everyone at school. Mr Puvan, the teachers and of course the pple there and that albino caretaker hahas. Saw kok online. Its been awhile since he came online. I missed him! hahas so went to talk to him and that boy was trying to perfect his blog and as usual, he has no clue as to what to do with his blog's html hahas offered to help but he'l just shove the whole html up my face and ask me to do it. As expected, he told me he didnt know everything and wanted me to help with everything. Sigh. i miss school. alot. And to show how much i miss school, i listed 50 things which make me miss sch.

50 things i miss about sch.

1. T2.
2. My class.
3. Priya and vincent's sarcasm and beatings.
4. vinnie's lack of general knowledge and everyone laughing at him cos of that.
5. Maryam's spine tingling laughter.
6. Aroon trying to run away frm maryam's clutches hahas.
7. Aroon asking us what are we gonna have for lunch even tho` we just had recess.
8. Andrew trying to act cool but fails tragic-ly.
9. Me correcting andrew, darren and kok's english.
10. Ying hui constantly beating andrew.
11. Seeing peng daydream in class.
12. Seeing gladys and bernard together.
13. Humayrah calling me 'bola'.
14. whole class making fun of mrs phang and she shooting sarcasm back at us.
15. kok's daily nonsensical crap which makes everyone oh-so-pissed.
16. standing at the back of the class during assembly and laughing at lame stuff.
17. going down all the way to comp lab for ss lessons.
18. laughing at mr siva's jokes and his stuff about stuffing the wires in where the sun doesnt shine hahas.
19. Priya and mr siva bickering.
20. shirleen's occasional nudging for fun.
21. occasional laughing at annie.
22. calling lok names like lot1 or dinosaur or lokkie hahas.
23. hearing zakiah's engine siren sound which makes priya go deaf hahas.
24. the malay girls making fun of aini.
25. PE lessons where we always play the same game.
26. Teacher's day this year. which was a blast.
27. seeign everyone being so cooperative to make it a good performance since that was gonna be the last perfomance b4 we graduate.
28. mrs george and her dont-huh-me or dont-lahh-me.
29. mdm nur and teasing her about her being short.
30. seeing how tired and lazy some of the e2s get during lit class hahahas.
31. nic giving all sorts of excuses to mrs teo.
32. mrs teo being v nice.
33. mr siva recommending me some nice comics.
34. mrs phang and soem of the lame stuff she talks about hahahas.
35. mr siva going out with us then treating us to swensen's large earthquake.
36. rolling my eyes at nic during lit lesson.
37. getting scolded by mrs teo for talking to nic in class. -cant believe i actually miss that- hahas
38. mr puvan and his long speeches hahas
39. the band.
40. wang lao shi.
41. mr nasir and his mean jokes and he helping me, the underdog hahas.
42. hanging out with aroon and andrew aft sch.
43. study periods aft sch.
44. sitting together in rows of 4 and talking rubbish.
45. being able to become even better friends with my classmates.
46. mdm sadiah and mdm devi hahas
47. mrs tay! and her being so nice and encouraging and her smile
48. mr singh. he being in hawaii and all the mean jokes bernard, gladys vincent and aroon always make hahas.
49. mrs phang and her helmets hahas.
50. the whole school building!

theres lots more stuff i miss about sch. But shall just keep it at 50 since its a nice no. hahas =0)

Em and kel came over to my place to swim today. More of a piggyback kinda thing. cos we were all full and they didnt bring their goggles hahas so em was doing lame stuff. Trying to get us to do lame stuff to her hahas so em piggybacked me and i piggybacked kel. The whole time we were just laughing and laughing at nothing. hahas didnt know what was so funny. cos kel laughed and i laughed then em laughed and i laughed somemore hahas we were just laughing cos the other was laughing. Quite spastic actually. But the wierd part was, i liked it.

Other than the other time while trying to play pool and i was laughing at myself silly, i actually liked all these HAHAs stuff. Its but long since we ever laughed so hard. Like really long. cant really rmb when was the last time we laughed that hard though. Eversince sch started, i was just laughing or smiling at the stuff em and kel were telling me about their orientation and sch. Just keeping quiet and listening. Nothing much to comment on cos i knew nothing about what was happening. Feels a tad bit wierd actually but what the hell. Shall wait for my o lvl results and pray that its good so i can go join them at Nanyang. Yups. Basically it for today.

Had a dumb dream today. Like really spastic. Kel was constanttly rolling her eyes when i was telling her about my dream. She says my dreams are always totally ridiculous hahas shall keep a big shh shh about my dream. Main idea was i had SARS hahas

Incase u guys were wondering, the song in my blog is by Sugababes.

Too lost in you

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
oooh

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)
ooh ooooh

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (too lost in you)
oooh

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep (no,no,no)
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

hellos pple! amen!
went to watch School of Rock today at Lido. amen. was a good show. hahas damn funny 2 hahas amen. The kids there are like so god damn talented. am sad to say but im very embarrassed of my v untalented self. hahas. amen pple? amen. There's this guy who looks like Draco Malfoy and amen! he's damn cute! he's the drummer in the show. hahas cute and charming. a future heart breaker. hahas can i get a good amen pple? Amen! and the jap guy who plays the piano is a future mirror breaker hahas amen. shd go catch it. Its nice. Aft that, kel and i accompanied em to city hall cos she got to go collect her mum's clothes. Then we shopped around for stuff and thats basically IT! Amen! Nth much to buy there. was trying to find cheap shirts to buy cos i spent 15 out of my 30 dollars and i told my mum i was using the money to go buy clothes. Yikes. she had no idea i was going to watch a movie. Just told her i was going shopping. amen amen amen. im a liar. amen. hahas. yups.

Went to play pool yesterday. wanted to play warcraft, tower rush but heck lahhs since em and sam wanted to play pool. hahas amen. T3 had no idea how to play pool AT ALL. sam had problems teaching us cos he was a left hander and we were all right. hahas was v shittay in the game but i managed to shoot the ball in twice hahas how pathetic. amen. hahas. got to use that extension thingy too which was like ultra lame hahas. that was like my first time playing so spare my shittiness. Kel wasnt bad hahas except that she kept hitting the white ball b4 she really could take a shot hahas em was complaining that she didnt even shot a ball in once! hahas can u imagine we spent one hour plus playing only one game? hahas amen. just anyhow shooting and anyhow shifting the balls hahas was lame lahhs. we played frm 8+ to 9+ at Parkway Parade cos em and kel finished ODAC at 6 plus. was supposed to go watch school of rock yesterday but change of plans, managed to persuade them to come all the way down hahas so by the time we reached yishun it was like 11. V late. dad asked whether em wanted to stay over but em's mum didnt allow. so sad. yups. thats about it. cant really rmb.

shall post freddy's pic up here. his name is Kevin Clark. Cute and talented. who could ask for more? hahas amen.

Lets just say my AMENS have been hugely influenced by Pastor Prince frm The Rock, my dadday and samuel hahas

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im seriously depressed.
Like everything's not going fine for me.
There's sch.
My family.
My dad's work.
My mum's side of the family.

Life's so unfair.
Im just a teenager. A young 16 yr old and i got to take all the shet.

Finally blogger is back. Am not going back to JI ever again. Long story. Wanted to blog but since blogger decided to screw up on everyone so hell, didnt bother to blog. Only interesting thing there was i got to meet 40 Tans in one go. woo hoo. the power of the tans. Saw JP too. He was in the same OG as me. He's a Tan too! But that blur boy forgot i existed. what the hell. made friends with everyone. Was closer to this girl called Janice though, Janice Tan. and there's this girl frm st theresa's who has the same name as pet - vanessa tan. hahas anyways fuck JI cos i didnt o back on sat for the orientation. Our SL, sadat aka saddam said that if we dont turn up on sat we can forget about attending JI for the 1st 3 mths. And voila, i didnt go on sat. JI is forgotten.
The place sucks.
Location sucks.
Orientation sucks. (Played blow wind blow)
Teachers suck.
HODs suck.
Principal sucks bean.
Everything there can kiss my ass.
Cos they suck.
The pple there are like seriously huge slackers. Still rmb what the science HOD told us that got me damn pissed. U guys must have studied last min for ya prelims thats why u guys ended up here. wtf. shant go into details. aint in the mood for it.

Anyways, em and kel love their orientation at NY. seems like real fun uunlike a certain place i know of at Toh Tuck. They had different clans and different tribes. Real cool. And they had a disco night yesterday. Crashed NY today. Em's OGL thought i could go ask the prinicpal whether i could stay in NY for 1st 3 mths. Cos they say the principal's really nice. But what the.. she didnt even see me. Just passed a msg to the clerk to ask me to try again when i get my o lvl results. So much for being nice. But the pple there were nice. Got to know alot of new pple and soem of the J2s hahas this girl, Alna is liek really funny hahas really lame. They had some JC mingling period for 1 hr where the J1s got to talk to the J2s but of cos we just sat around stagnantly. Went for lectures too. The LT is like really nice. Unlike the other JCs. Maybe cos its the new campus. The place reminds me of a polytechnic. Liked the maths lecture hahas im sick. Em didnt really like the maths and physics lecture. she wanted to sleep. hahas but it wasnt that boring as how andrew described it to be. was quite alright.

Alna didnt go for 1st 3 mths. Said theres alot to catch up on if we didnt go for 1st 3 mths. So i got to start studying now. getting kel to copy her lecture notes and zapping tutorial work frm her tutorials. Blah blah. basically, studying. urkk. am gonna crash ny again tmr at their morning break. cant go with T2 in the morning cos the OGLs will be taking attendance.

Sigh. am feeling kinda depressed now. My dad lahhs! He and his boss had a super huge quarrel and his boss nearly wanted to sack him. My dad apologised but the guy said he'l never forgive my dad and blahh. Wonder how my dad is gonna faced him tmr. he's forever condemned by his boss. All that boss' fault. He wanted my dad to go over and try. He really liked my dad that time. Then when my dad went over to his dept he started finding fault with my dad and stuff. Knowing my dad, he is never one to tolerate shit frm pple. Guess today was the day he blew his top. Really wonder what he's gonna do tmr. His boss frm the previous dept ask him to change back. So am advising my dad to go switch back. Ayhs. am not too sure myself. but it feels wierd seeing my dad just sitting on the sofa and staring into the ceiling blankly. Thinking about how he looks now in the living room makes me cry. I just wish i can do smth to help my dad. But i cant.

urkk. am so dreading to go to sch tmr. its sooo00oo erms dreadful? I would rather just stay at home and rot myself away. Thats smth much interesting. Stupid darren just came and tick me off by reminding me that i had to go to sch tmr. How sweet. Went to check out the sch today. Its small? and the distance is long. Have to take mrt all the way to Bukit Batok then take a bus. Aft that, watched scary movie 3. missed the front part cos we had to wait for vinnie. as usual, late. The show was retardedly hilarious and v short. According to ang ku kuey our future hcjc breed, its 1.5 hr long hahas how mathematical eh. Kays. Gtg bathe. Mum's nagging like shit. Super annoying. Hate it when she nags. She totally pissed me off. Totally. A classic bitch. One that barks and barks non stop. Blahh. Shall end here. Ta~