Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Its almost 12 hrs to the start of a new year. Year 2003 passes like a blink of an eye to me except during exam periods when time seems to drag like forever. But hell, before i actually even get into the mood of x'mas, new year comes. aww gee. how time flies. still rmbered what i said one yr back. I cant believe we're gonna take our o lvls this year! Imagine if we entered jc now! of cos now it aint true anymore. I cant enter jc for the 1st 3 months. Which is a fact i still choose 2 not believe sometimes. But nevertheless, i thank God for giving me such a wonderful year for letting me use this year to get to know my friends better and become even better friends with them. Its things like these that makes life living for. Not forgetting my family too even though we might have our ups and downs, we still pulled thru.

Hahas so decided to write my thanks to those pple who made a difference in my life. These are according to random order ya.

To those from my class,

Emily! Hamily! Hahas i love u like loads and loads! I'l miss u alot alot when u go to ny for the 1st 3 months. Must always stay my good fuddy buddy kays? Must also miss me when u make new friends in ny hahas. I know u 2 well to even mention what i miss about u. I miss everything about u, every little thing. Realised uve change quite a wee bit huhs. U tend to demand more nowadays hahas demand to listen to sun wu kong's that main song hahas demand to eat ya wood. hahahahas. im mean riights. And dont worry about ya bad habit of being late, kel and i wont mind. hahas. Miss me k?

Kelly! I love u alot 2 u know rightts! U know i love u as much as i love em! I love u both equally much! I'l miss everything about u. Everything. Must let me know if u like a guy and that guy likes u kay? I wanna be the 1st to know! hahas. Rmb to smile alot kays. Hahas rmb i told u that if u dont know what to say, just smile. It works! Pple will think ya v friendly even if u just smile and dont talk hahas. I know its scary to be alone in a new environment but hey! u got em beside u to help u even though u guys are frm different streams. Im worse. Im in a different sch. With not even 1 of u guys to help me even when im in trouble but i doubt i'l get into trouble lahhs! Love ya.

Ee Pengster! hahas u little artsy fartsy creature! Next yr going NAFA righhts? Little miss active, surely make alot of friends there. Maybe u can meet ya erms pinky there hahahas. Ya a great friend u know. Can be a little crazed at times but ya still v nice to hang around with. U go girl! And go get ya pinky, ya bird or leroy or andrew tan hahahas.

Gladys. Sweet little horbit. Hahas O flirty one hahas. Love going to church with ya although i sometimes dread going to church with u. U flirt too much with jeremiah! hahas and ditch moi aside. I was so hurt boo hoo hoo hahahas. I know u wont be reading this lahhs but this is for myself so i shall continue writing. Will miss seeing u and b'nut together. Stop denying that u guys arent a pair. Liar! hahas but i'l miss u loads. Try to mix with more girls not guys! ahahas

Lok kwan, Lokkie! hahas u will most probably nudge me by my side and go ehhs! when i call u Lokkie right hahas ya lucky i nv call u dinosaur hahas. Im getting sooo lame. Just go ahead and nudge me! hahas i'l miss sitting next 2 u in band hearing u talk about some Taiwan or Korean show u just watched that was nice or telling us nice stuff about Hong Kong making me soo0oo wanna go there. Exspecially the part about handsome guys!! hahas. Next time if i ever go to Hong Kong, i'l pull u along!

Malay girls hahas sorry i just bunched u guys up as a group but i figured it would be betta this way cos its erm...its errr... its.. ayhs! betta this way. Will miss ya loudness, ya laughters, ya rubbish hahas. Miss Zakiah's engine drill which always makes Priya deaf. Miss priya's sarcasm and her constant fighting with vinnie. I wont really be missing Aini cos i'l be seeing her soon ahahas miss humayrah and her erms nickname 4 me. hahas ayhs not sure what else to say!

Maryam! Dear O Maryam, O poetic one.. The one who's so fickle when it comes to the subject of love. U just lovve Huzaimi alott rights? Then show him. Quit getting all worried and frustrated when he goes out with other girls. U know he likes u and only u. So no worries ya.. U guys have stand the test of time. And dont get all shy and everything when u see Huzaimi hahas its just wierd!

KaiLin! Hahas ya sooo adorably funny when u start giggling about certain stuff. Will miss hearing ya gossips and i still rmb that retarded KFC phone operator hahas spastic idiot. Hahas i know u dont like insects and cats and ohyahhs.. always try to make fun of me arhs haahs ya uncle staying at 12 Thomson Heights haahs bu kou peng you arhs hahas

Shirleen! ahahas whats the nickname those boys always call u? hahas suddenly forgot hahas. Big mac zit? hahas not sure hahas u can be really funny at times.. purposely bumping into pple and stuff ahahas and oh, u love to nudge pple alot 2! hahas sometimes u can be really serious and when u look serious, u look angry and it looks scary! Oh wells, am at a loss for words. Happy new year! Hahas

Joanna and Ying hui. Ah, the two studious ones. Correction. The two heavily obsessed with chinese love stories hahaas Really wierd know u guys! Can go jc dont wanna go. So wasted. Give me ya points lahhs! I dai ti u all qu! hahahas exspecially ying hui and her bullying andrew. Those 2 seem like a perfect couple. Never a day without fighting or making fun of andrew. hahas i bet those 2 are in love! and joanna, a v sweet girl haahs she's weight obsessed hahas must be 41 kg! hahas i rmb-ed kays!

Dharshana and Annie. Erms..hellos! This year has been a good or bad yr for u guys? Not sure. All i know is i gave annie hell in sec 2 haahs me and peng. Ayhs, back then we were young and immature but now hahas am still not sure. Dharshana is nice but she prefers to mix with her own gang wheere she can go crazy and laugh and insult annie! hahaas bad dharshana! hahas hope u guys look fwd to the coming yr. It'l be a 1000 times better!

Brother Black! Aroonie! hahas u funny little thing u hahas always love to call and confirm if we are really going out hahaas miss the times we go out together to have lunch. hahaas u always look forward to lunch hahas shall miss seeing u trying to run away frm the clutches of maryam hahas dont lie.. i know u like her! hahas has been really nice getting to know ya better this yr. Think we became much better and closer friends! Thats like wow! Never imagined being good pals with u till now. Am v glad we became good friends. Hahas and try to challenge me again in mental calculations. Am still waiting for the day u beat me. waiting. hahas

Darren! Like what em says, im ya good fuddy buddy! hahas cheers pal! am sooo gonna miss ya burppp, ya lameness, ya crap and hahas ya absolute biaseness to Dharshana. V mean know! hahas still rmb when u got her book and realised it was hers and u threw it away in disgust hahas and she caught u doing that hahas... totally comical. Will miss sitting next 2 u in class and for science practicals. Yayas i suck in physics practical, u got to help me. But hey! when it come sto chemistry pracs, im the master hahas and ya the blur one. haahs my disciple riights? Must always listen to ME, ya shi fu kays hahas must continue entertainin me okays when im on high mode hahaahas one of my v gd friends huhs! hahas actually sacrificed so much sleep to try entertain my HIGH mode. am thankful for that. I shall return u ya S.H.E one of these days. hahas and i'l be ya loyal ally in wc. Call me when u guys wanna play k? hahas ohyas u nv fail to amuse me with ya lameness hahas

Adib hahas u can be v quiet when u want to! Like v v v quiet but sometimes u can go nuts and it becomes liek really comical hahas. still wont forgive u for calling me mummy. urkk. gross! hahas but eversince aft our o's uve become more talkative as in like u talk more to us and stuff. hahas rmb u littered then u got caught by one of the teachers hahaahs. but uve certainly become more outspoken when it comes to talking to us. Hope to be better friends with u though it'l be quite hard cos secondary life is over. =0(

Vincent, vinnie, tinky vin winky. my god bro or... my god it! hahas not bad arhs u have a long lost twin. His name is augustine hahas. A huge slacker. U seriously got problems with ya biological clock. Go do smth about it! Ya gonna have probs waking up next yr cos got no more adib to call u and remind u to get up 4 sch. Good luck man! Will be seeing u soon! Getting baptised in Easter rights? I'l be there! and ya bro is fattishly cute!! hahahas

kok kok kok. a huge twiit. calling me a dork without even knowing the meaning. what the hell. spastic. Uve been a great friend though. haahas u can talk a whole load of crap. Never fail to entertain me with ya totally ridiculous rubbish and ya totally rubbishy facts of life which just cracks me up! hahas u lovve working in metro now riights. hahas flirting with all the aunties there and stuff hahas it must be great looking at people's feet everyday hahaahs next time my dadday wanna go buy shoes, i bring him there kays? must talk to the supplier for us then can get huge discounts! hahas will miss u loads. miss ya insults to everyone. miss ya pissing off evryone. Miss ya being so bhb, akways asking everyone whether they missed u. will miss u calling em ya lao po. will miss ya mummy 2! shes so cute! hahas

Andrew. ah, ya face has surprisingly become much clearer. but ya english is erms well, its hahas still bad. u got to work on ya english and pronounciation. hahas its tragic. cant call u poxitis or pox nemore. awww. i miss calling u that! hahas and stop getting so lovesick over girls! Its soo00oo disgusting and soo0oo not worth it. Thanks for trying to entertain me. It doesnt really work hahas yups so next time go exercise i call u kays? U this muscle-obsessed boy. Got to put on more weight 1st. Cant imagine a stick thin boy with muscles. Eeeeew! Totally grooosss! hahahas next time, if u ever ever find a pretty girl whom likes u and of cos u'l definitely like must show me kays! Though i cant really trust ya taste! hahahas

B'nut. The gentleman in the class. also the craziest in the class. hahas u and ya chinese songs. hhaahas still miss teachers day when u sang that song for mrs phang. ahahas she was soo00oo touched! she cried! think u and gladys gonna get married soon. Must invite me kays? hahas never regretted once knowing u hahas sometimes u can be so hilariously funny my sides hurt sooo0ooo bad cos of all the laughing hahas u and ya racist singh jokes with gladys, aroon, priya and vincent hahahas all the meanies! hahas

kays. shall continue later. am v exhausted. will continue.

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Got to just make do with my old template till i find a much betta one. Cant possibly use the chweesmas one rights. so heck lahhs. Love the music. Got influenced by Love Actually. Putting in the lyrics in case u guys liked this song and might wana erms sing along? hahas

The Trouble With Love Is -- Kelly Clarkson

Ooooohhh…
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm

Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you'll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was just a once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
Gets stronger then your pride
(The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You won't remember control (?)
(And you can't refuse the call)
See you've got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
Pick Up lines!

You're so sweet I'm getting a cavity just looking at you. "

Did someone just turn on a fan, or was that you blowing me away?

If beauty were a disease, you'd be in a coma!

You're like a great song -- I just can't get you out of my head.

Do you have a shovel in your pocket? 'Cause I am digging that ass.

Nice shirt. Can I talk you out of it?

Shhh! You don't want to wake up anyone in Heaven -- they might realize you snuck out.

If looks could kill, you'd be a weapon of mass destruction.

And the worse of all, is NO DOUBT *drum roll*

YOU REMIND ME OF MY MUM, KIND OF

hahahas ripped this off frm sam's friend the one with erm hahas the huge pipes? hahas yups.. hahas

Im a naughty naughty girl hahahas
Im seriously jaded. Not sure why though. Just feeling v exhausted cos of my itchy eye and back to sch blues. Dont feel like going to JI. I soo0ooo dont feel like going to JI. Havent been blogging lately either. Lets just say, am not in the mood. I still got my template to change. what the hell. Im sooo not feeling good. urkk. depression is eating me!

Monday, December 29, 2003

Legolas

Legolas Greenleaf

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Legolas, Elf, a son of the King of Mirkwood.

In the movie, I am played by Orlando Bloom.

Who would you be?
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Thursday, December 25, 2003

Just went to everyone's floob or tagboard in my bloglist to wish them merry x'mas!

Am gonna go watch Autumn in my heart soon. Hahas that show is like soo outdated and im watching it ahahhas. But that show is soo sad. Cried frm disc 1 to disc 3. Urkk. Woke up the next day with heavy eyes. Could hardly watch Love actually properly. But Love actually aint a bad show. Just a tad bit confusing. Other than that, its quite alright. Hahas its liek a lighthearted romantic comedy show. Some of teh guys are quite cute too hahas. Kays. End of short post.
hohoho merry x'mas pple!

Didnt go to church today. was supposed 2 but heck lahhs, didnt wanna go by myself so stayed at home and lied to my mumsie that i went to Christ the king yesterday. Phwooarr! Im a bad girl. Hopefully Santa wont mind hahahas. And, got a few presents for some pple. Not really spending alot of money on the presents. Just about 30 bucks hahas ya..i know.. -->cheapo!<-- hahas. Basically, got all of tehm the same presents. The present is kinda unisex so just hope the guys wont mind if its a wee bit girlish hahas. =0) Had problems choosing the colours for the pple. Doubt they'l mind lahhs hahahs

To celebrate x'mas eve yesterday, we went to this ktv lounge to erm..sing? Nic msged last min to ask whether we wanna go so just shui pian agree. That ktv was somewhere near orchard Paragon. The Hello! shop building there. My my its not called a KTV for nothing. The place stinks of cigarette smoke. Urkk. Hard to breathe. My lungs were choked and polluted with all that bad air. Hhahas came in and saw kok singing some hokkien song hahas kinda comical. Then sat around. Thought there were lotsa pple going but only got 10. Me, kel, nic, kok, alf, wee hong, zq, jun and his gf and gf's friend. Was quite boring. Whole time hear them sing song hahas mostly out of tune and mostly in chinese 2. Stayed there till 10. B4 that, wee hong's friends, these 2 girls, same age, frm Holy innocents was there, talking and shet. Aft that, wanted to go play pool but was damn late already so decided to go makan then home sweet home. Ohyas hahas i got this nemo for free! Its some free gift from the ktv then i took it since i wanted it hahas.

Kel and i thought the guys were bringing us to go find food but... they took us to some pool place on lvl 6th or 7th, not too sure. Soo many pple. Damn it. We had to climb all the way up. Kel and i decided not to go cos by the time we leave, it wd be v late. Kok tagged along cos he no money to play pool and he thinks playing pool is a waste of time and money hahas cos u spend money to throw balls inside holes. It didnt make sense to him. hahas so we left then go find food. Bloody hell. We didnt know where to go. Everywhere was closed. Spent like 20 mins trying to figure out what to eat and where to go and find food to eat.

Walked all the way to Far East Plaze but didnt eat there. BK there was crowded and so was KFC. Went to Level One and saw LJS but the place was damn stuffy. They off-ed the air cons thats why. Ended up eating at the foodcourt underneath scotts cos soem stalls were still open. Ate some dory sweet and sour shet. hahas kok was like, "argh! Im eating dory!' hahahas then we basically erms crapped around? Then walked to orchard station. Took the train to marina bay. Wahhs there were like a whole load of pple hahas some pple couldnt get out of the train cos it was too squeezy then they were like, "ehh, excuse me!!!" hahas then later i think around toa payoh station it was midnight! X'mas! The pple on the train are like sooo dead. They were either sleeping or hugging their ugly other half ahahas or talking on their phone. So much for the christmas season. Bleahs. Lousiest x'mas i ever had. On the train. Eek. Was expecting the train to announce that it was x'mas but hell no, everything was so boring. So we just talked and talked somemore on the train. Kok telling us mostly about his life at work in Metro. So got off at yishun station, kel went to take her 804 and i waited for my 169. So quiet. Got a few pple here and there waiting for buses. Waited for a whole 20mins till it was 1245 but still got no bus. So my mum got my dad to wake up and go to the mrt station to pick me up.

Yups. My christmas eve. Bleahs. ItS like any other day. Fortunately, i got smth to look forward to tmr. Am gonna watch LOTR!! Like finally! Am skipping band to watch the show. That mdm Tan surely got smth to say. Wahhs so fast hols gonna be over. Gone in a flash. Muahahhas. Bad luck to those taking o's next yr! They gonna suffer! Muahaahahas


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Monday, December 22, 2003

Advertisement now. Sigh. Been having this super huge craving for tao suan like since last week and its killing me. Just ate tao suan yest but i wanna eat it again. Urrk. Better watch my diet. Got my mummay to buy for me. Aiyos. The craving is doing me no good. Tao Suan. Tao huay. Tao suan the best! hahas
Just took my hormone pill. I must say, it tastes.. nice!! hahas. But that stupid pill is making me fat. So am on a strict diet and strict exercise routine. Had band today. Frm 9 - 1+? It was supposed to be only till 12. But peng wanted us to stay longer so can practice Final Countdown cos only the clarinets and percussions playing that song. Wah peng nearly killed us. My thumb was aching like shet but she made us repeat over and over again. Must reach perfection. Haiyos. Was so drained of energy i couldnt even blow properly. End up peng made us sing the tune instead hahas. We sounded like shit.

B4 that, we had to join the band to play. What the hell. That mdm tan ask us to go down instead of letting us watch them practice. Ask those with instruments to go join the band to play and those without to go march. Damn her. Was pissed with her. Stupid kays. So long nv go band then now want us to start playin again. Think what?! We are musicians or smth arhs. We are just bloody amateurs kay. Really cant stand her. A classic definition of the word bitch. Brought vanessa along with me for band practice then ask me to not bring her again. Fuck. Whats her prob. Its just BAND. I see no trouble when i brought vanessa to sch last time during study sessions so wtf is her problem now. Then when we go ask her what if we cant make it for the sec1 orientation cos we got our jc and ci to go then she give us that asswipic look. Wtf. we are out of this sch. You are asking us for a favour to help the band. Yet our goodness has turned to nought. Our goodness means suffering. She's forcing us to go for band. What the hell. She can tell the sec1s and sec3s that she can sack them frm the band and they'l be left with no pts. Well, kiss my ass! Who the fuck are u to come order us around? Show us some gratitude b4 i slap ya face and leave. Damn it. Unreasonable faggot.

Tmr still gotta wake up at 9 again for the sec1 registration shit. Then stay for band frm 9-5. what the hell. If tmr mdm tan doesnt give us respect, im taking my bag and leave. Cos of band, i got to postpone watching my movies, I have to postpone my Lord of the Rings, i have to sacrifice my precious sleep time just to wake up and slog for the band. This is not my definition of enjoying my holidays.

Shall be a magnaninous person and forgive her. Cant help it. It runs in my blood to be kind hearted and forgiving hahahas. Not like what th eprevious quiz says. Blahh. I destroy society? Erms, v nice ya. Ohyas, then aft that we went to Giant. Hhahas em finally got to know that its just Giant, and not Giants hahahas. Em bought socks and T3 got one black shirt with a cat/owl on it. Yays! Thats the 2nd shirt we guys have that have the same design on it! Tan-ity! hahahas.

They came over swimming. Went to kels place 1st to accompany her go get her swimming stuff. Krystal was at home so asked Krystal to tag along. Krystal came along. Hoorays! Kel swam the 20 laps she always wanted to swim. I went to the gym. Cycled for 20 mins. Then got em to tag along with me cos she was too tired to swim aft 5 laps. Hhahas so she cycled and i fast-walk on the threadmill for another 20 mins..Not bad.. shall do that again tmr.

Ohs jia zai da pah yao start already. Got to go goons~

Sunday, December 21, 2003

you are the princess. you are the uber popular
girly girl. you are the type that destroys
society


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urkk. what the hell.
hahas if only mrs teo saw my blog... she'l blow! hahas my paragraphs are all about the same length!! hohoho hahas
hahahas __los! Just came back frm auntie tess' place at Jalan Kemuning. Aint a bad place. Quite okay-looking. But the pple there are like awfully nice. Auntie Tess invited everyone frm the sembawang zone, our church pple. Majority there were oldies. But nvm, pple there were really nice. So was uncle george, auntie tess' hubhub (husband) - my newly invented word. Both of them are really gracious hosts. Like totally the best kinda hosts one wd like when one goes to visit.

The food was great. Auntie Tess like catered lots of food, the usual, beehoon, meat, blahh. They had turkey and rendang, courtesy of auntie tess. Got lotsa nice tarts too. Ohh ice cream also! Hahas uncle george was serving drinks the whole time. Got fizzy drinks to punch to alcohol. He had brandy, whisky, red wine, white wine. Ayhs, u name it, he'l get it 4 u. Hhahas ohs he served roast beef too. Was not bad. Sat around for awhile and hear them sing hahas some parts were terrible cos its 2 high and the MAN couldnt reach the cords hahahas. Totally hilarious.

Auntie Tess had presents prepared 4 everyone too. Not bad eh? Party plus presents and everything. She got vanessa this gold necklace with JC on it. Is nice. Then gave my mumsie and dadday this 2 doggies hahas for putting shower foam. She wasnt expecting me so she didnt get anything for me. How sad. Boo hoo hoo. =0( Hahas. She was so sorry. Promised me she'l get one when she goes overseas on X'mas. Aww. how sweet.

They have 3 kids know. All grown up. 2 girls and 1 guy. The guy was adopted. All 3 migrated overseas. So now teh house only left the two of them, the maid and their dog and cat. hahas. dog and cat living together. The dog quite cute lahhs. Not sure what breed though, think its a terrier. hahas the little thing barks and barks but doesnt bite hahas. Hes not tied up. hahas but its not scary at all. Too scared. A dog that barks but not bites is a good dog. hahahahas.

Yups. Am still waiting for my present. Serene has yet to pass me my long belated berth day present hahas. Yahs, this lady thought i was 15. Oh what the hell. First i look 26 now i look 15. Thats a hell lot of difference. Hmms. shall just end here. wanna go watch tv. ta~

Saturday, December 20, 2003

And to that faggot in my floob,

wahs, no balls already eh? No more -u suck- stuff or has ya conscience got into u and u have to finally look at your reflection frm ya pee to realise that ya a loser with no balls? Thats a little bit too late. U piece of shit, no lifer and a bloody coward through and through. Damn it. U loser. Pathetic piece of shit. Own up if u have the guts. But i doubt u have any. So cheers!~ U suck.
blah blahh blahhh. Just watched finish sun wu kong. The ending was ack! Terrible.. totally terrible. Didnt like it at all. 1stly, That zi lan fairy died so early. So early that one can hardly sympathise for teh character. And eech, that tian mo aka sky demon, i think, looks like a robot. Then that chao zi nuo zha and chao zi sun wu kong also kns. Power ranger ahs. Hate these kinda shit ass ending. Then that sun wu kong and nuo zha die become those stones was soo crappy. so many holes. aiyos. for goodness sake, stone where got so many holes. Rubbish seh.

Hahas only finally at the v end, i laughed. Hahas zhu ba jie became the tang shen. hahahas then tang shen become sun wu kong hahas he looked spastic. Hahas the way he try to behave like a monkey is totally hilarious. Like pls lorrs.. hahas where got so exaggerating. Blah. hahas. Total crappy ending. Like City of Angels. Urkkkk...
hello twitts!!

Oof. got pulled out of bed like damn early today. Mum came into the room and started demanding us ( me and pet, vanessa ) to get out of bed and follow her to the market. Ack. Could've just died on the spot. How can anyone be so cruel as to pull a poor girl who's deprived of sleep because shes watching sun wu kong till 1+ in the morning to get up in the wee hours of the morning?! -cruelty!-

So, got dadday to fetch us to the market at Chong Pang City. Went to have b'fast at one of the coffeeshop. Had no idea what to eat. Ended up getting glutinous rice and one chicken wing!! Yays! Hahas im stupid. Speaking about hahas i havent been haha-ing alot. So here goes, hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas. Hahas guess a few hahas cant make up for the number of hahas ive lost. hahas. Then, me and pet went to buy soya bean, the drink. Was thinking of eating soya beancurd but it kinda reminded me of someone. hahas was kinda grossed out. so decided to go back to 7-11 where she was queueing to buy i think 4D or Toto, not sure which.

Mummay started marketing. Went into the market. Phoof! Stinkay! hahas. The pig seller hahas was flirting with my mummy. eech. vulgar. hahas. asked my mummy what religion she was, whether she was protestant or catholic. hahas my mum told him catholic and he was like me 2!!... yahhs right.. hahas says he goes to church on sun afternoons. right right. theres hardly any mass going on in the afternoons. hahass then he say his name is bi da lu. hahas like what the hell is that?!! Thought it was peter but oh well, heck lahhs hahas.

Then passed by the fish shop. Not fishmonger. Fishshop. The one that sells pet fish and frogs and insects and turtles. I wanted to keep those small terrapins. But damn it! Mum didnt wanna buy. Her reason being, i'l kill it. errmmmss...right...

Then passed by this illegal sock dealer hahas two ladies were selling socks. One pair for 1 dollar. 6 for 5 dollars. so chose lotsa cute ones. Then went to take 859 to the bus interchange so can take teh shuttle bus. Pet and i were complaining the whole time. My dumb mum went around like practically the whole of Chong Pang City looking for cheap vegetables and shet hahas damn tiring. I was holding this bag full of fruits which was like damn heavy! was soo grouchy the entire time. Aft reaching the bus stop, wanted to stop my obssessive craving for tao suan so went to the back of teh interchange to buy. But there were no stalls selling tao suan and the only tao suan stall was closed!! Boo hoo!!

Then rushed for the shuttle bus, read Life! Nothing interesting.. Got off, went up and waited for mumsie to open the door. Realised the bag of socks i was carrying was missing!! I bloody misplaced it! Realised i left it on the bus! Damn it. Had to rush to take the shuttle bus back to teh interchange. Mum told me to go to the lost and found section to try my luck. Pet initially didnt wanna go but i managed to persuade her. was left with a few mins so ran to catch teh bus. When i reached the interchange, had 9 mins to go to the lost and found section and go check whether my socks wwere there hahas. Didnt know who to ask. So was standing there like some idiot. wanted pet to go ask but pet didnt want. so finally this bus lady came and ask us whats the prob. Then this guy came to settle our admin problem. My socks appearently wasnt there. Only some Isetan bag. Had to leave my name and contact no. Guy said he would help me go look for the socks. Then ahhhh!! it was 9.44. 1 min to run for the shuttle bus!! Sprinted like shet. Pet was trailing behind hahas couldnt resist laughing. The bus was leavign already! Luckily uncle saw us or else we wd have missed the damn bus. Was soo sad i lost my socks.

So went back, took off my shorts and went to pee. hahas then that man called! Told me that he found the socks hahas he asked me whether i was stee-ney. Erms okays.. Wo shi stee-ney.. hahas what the hell. Told me he foudn the socks! Yays!! But oof, checked teh time. Ahhh! 3 more mins b4 the shuttle bus left for the interchange. Snatched my shorts and was buttoning it in the lift. Wahs sped all the way to teh shuttle bus again. Damn i was blooday thirsty. I didnt even bring my cash out. I was broke. Boo hoo hoo. This time, decided to walk slowly to the lost and found section. Guy was doing some admin stuff with some bus driver so had to wait. Finally got my socks! Hahas he asked me whether i bought it as christmas presents hahas what the hell told him i wanted to wear it hahas. Did somemore admin stuff then had to speedwalk to teh shuttle bus cos almost reaching 1015 hahas wah keep on seeing the bus uncle untill i was soo embarrassed hahas didnt know whether to laugh or just keep calm. Hahas ended up giggling. Called pet on teh bus to go down to the water cooler and fill up a bottle of water cos i was dying of thirst. Any moment i'l just drop dead. Then went home. What a crazy morning. ack. not goign to the market again.

All those running is enough exercise already. was intending to use the gym again to continue with my new exercise training programme. But nvm.. ive done enough. Ohyas yest this old man in the gym aft exercising come and talk to me and pet. Stupid old man. Asked me whether pet was my daughter!! I was like erms, uncle, im 16. And shes my sista. Then he was like oh, uncle thought u were 26. Right.. Bet all the adrenaline in his body is making him blur. Hes getting too old. hahahas. Wahs i can pass off to watch some RA show. hahas

One more thing, yest, stupid pet farted twice in Popular. Fuck, it was damn smelly. Got so pissed. I made her mar lou hahas by saying out loud, " vanessa! U fart right! V smelly Kays! U better stop farting!" haahs everyone was like staring hahas then later when going to pay for my archie comics, got pet to queue for me 1st. I came over tehn she farted again. Fuck. Really smelly. hahas the lady infront tried to act like she had no sense of smell hahahaas. Totally comical. But was fucking pissed at the same time. hahahas.

Ah wells, shall just end here. Pet has been waiting for me to go watch Sun wu kong like since just now. so toodles~

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Got this frm Friendster. Just doing it for fun.

1. First Name?
Stefanie.

2. Were you named after anyone?
Thankfully, no.

3. Do you wish on stars?
u hardly get to stars in singapore.

4. Which finger is your favourite?
Pinky. It demands respect. hahas.

5. Do you like your handwriting?
Duh. Its sooo me. The nicest!!

6. What is your favourite lunch meat?
Hamster meat! Yum yum hahahas.

7. Any bad habits?
define bad habits.

8. If you were another person, would you be
friends WITH you?
of cos! everyone likes me. hahas egotistical.

9. Are you a daredevil?
not really. If taking rollercoasters and watching horror movies makes u a daredevil, then ya. Im ONE.

10. Have you ever told a secret you swore not
to tell?
Cant rmb..But that doesnt mean i dont keep other secrets!

11. Do looks matter?
Yahhs. somehow or rather, it does.

12. Have you ever misused a word and it
sounded absolutely stupid?
hahas it was terrible. it was a cross between chi and eng.

13. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the
end of the rainbow?
Not sure. u tell me.

14. Do fishes have feelings?
they have a soul. technically speaking, they shd have.

15. Are you trendy?
not sure.

16. How do you release anger?
I vulgarise hahas.

17. Where is your second home?
Not sure but my mum's is her toilet. hahas

18. What was your favourite toy as a child?
some cute toys. Definitely not some doll or barbie.

19. What class in school do you think is totally
useless?
How about assembly?

20. Have you ever been on radio or television?
yahhs. newspaper too.

21. Do u keep a journal?
yups. ya readin it honey.

22. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
hmms. hahas.

23. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
nope.

24. What do you look for in a girl? or guy?
charm. charisma. wit.

25. What are your nicknames?
lots of them. countless.

26. Would you bungee?
am still waiting for my turn.

27. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take
them off?
Nope. One word. Lazy.

28. What are you worried about right now?
whos that fuckign kim person.

29. Do you ever wear overalls?
not really.

30. Do you think that you are strong?
sometimes.

31. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
chocolate!

32. What’s your favourite colour?
pink.

33. What is your least fav. thing in the world?
If no one cares about me anymore..

34. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
4.

35. Are you in love with anyone?
Nope. Just infatuated.

36. How many people have a crush on you
right now?
ermmsss..

37. Who do you miss most right now?
no one.
Damn that Friendster.Its taking v long to load. Blooday hell.

Anyways, went to Aroonie's house today. Initially planned on having a LOTR movie marathon. But what the hell. The show was so long and so slow. We decided to stop aft Fellowship of the Rings. Aroon ordered Pizza. So we ate two regular pizzas, one baked rice and one pasta. was blooday full. Watched 6th sense aft that, another slow show. Wasnt that nice since i knew the ending. Watched some snippets frm MTV music awards - about Matrix Reloaded hahas. Retarded. Then watched deleted scenes frm Pirates of the Carribean. So tired, i slept 1/2 way.
Waited for em kel and aroon to get ready for their councillor grad party b4 leaving. Borrowed some dvds to watch.

Took 854 back to yishun interchange. Had to run to chase my shuttle bus. Managed to catch it, fortunately. Got home and laze around then ate dinner. Tried to tell a lie to not go to church. But in the end, still went. Didnt wanna go by myself at Novena church. Saw daryl when i reached church. was late mahs so stood around with him. Finally when that Fr. Noel Chin finished his stuff, asked him how was his N lvls. he got 9 pts! Not bad lahhs.. Serene got 10! Am v happy 4 them.

Queued so long for the priest to do the confession for me. Ended up changing rows cos that priest was talking too much and was holding up everyone. Went to this priest. Told him i hadnt go for confession for a v long time so kinda forgot the procedures hahas. Told him how much i hate my mummy's side of her family. How awfully mean pple they are and they shdnt be forgiven. And knowing priests, he told me i shdnt be like one of them. If i hate them, im like one of them. Surely i wdnt want that. Yups. Just smiled and sticked out my tongue at him ( was at wits end kay ) He made me say an Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory Be for penance. Couldnt find my mum or vanessa. Looked some blurhead standing in the middle of the church. They were all the way at the back. So shittay! I was soo embarrassed!

Oh nvm about that. Now got big problem. I mean really big. My hormone pills to be taken daily for 21 days right? I forgot to take it yesterday!! I thought i rmbed. How how how?!! Hopefully its no big deal. Urkk. Im scared!! Better go pray.

Thats all twiits.

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Got into CI. or.. JI- Toh Tuck Campus. Eech. Wonder whether i can fit in. If in 2 weeks, i dont like the place. Im packing my bag and leaving. Shall waste my life away for the 1st 3 mths.

Em and Kel are going to nyjc. Only different stream. and em is worried that kel will ditch her for no friends. Puh-lease. Im like worse off. Different sch somemore. Em thinks i'l remain untainted cos theres no jc life to worry about. Quite true. But i'l be having new friends there. So its more or less the same. I think. And i am doing the same things as those in jc. Still got orientation and crap. Just hope they dotn make us do some silly stuff which will be totally embarrassing. No ball games either. Ack. I'l be making a fool out of myself. -shivers-

New environment = change.

Lets just hope we all dont change too much. Let new alliances not be as strong as our alliance. Kays. Getting a little survivor-ish here. Shall just end here and continue watching Sun Wu Kong - The Quest for the Sutra. I think thats the title ya.

Later twiits,
stef.

I did it in 22 seconds.
I deserved a B+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

Sunday, December 14, 2003

Finally took my 1st hormone pill. Hoorays! Another 20 more days and im certified a real woman if im stained with red. hahas urkk. getting a wee bit gross here. Yups. 3rd jan 2004. Memorable day.
Im not a girl, almost a woman..
movies to watch

Looney Tunes: Back in Action
Love Actually
Brother Bear starring Aroonie!!
Lord of the Rings - The return of the King
Scary Movie 3 NC-16

Yups. Thats about it, i think. shall update again if theres any other nice show. So.. who's coming with me?

Friday, December 12, 2003

Yes people, i know. Havent been blogging for like 4 days and for pple like nic, stop telling pple i dont update my blogger often. and today, i shall do paragraphs.

Am so beat. Since wednesday, ive been pulling myself from bed like at 820 to bring vanessa to Sakamoto ( her tuition centre ). Then hang around the tuition centre for two god damn long hrs to wait for her to finish her lesson. A total of 3 days = 12 hrs of lack of sleep considering on normal days i wake up at around 12 in the noon except on occasions when my dad wakes me up to check the shares for him. Ack. Think i shall go catch up on some sleep later but that will be aft i watched Survivor.

Talking about survivor makes me mad. Johnny Fairplay is a bastard, a down right faggot. He lied to his tribe mates that his gwendma had passed away when actually the gwendma is just sitting at home watching Jerry Springer. And i saw the snippets for today's episode. To know whether the girls had a plan, he was willing to swear over his gwendma that he will not betray them. Bahh! someone like jon can never keep a promise. Jon has already said that promises can be easily broken. What an ass! Die Jon Die!!!

Oh, one more thing. Kel is coming back tonight. She's taking the midnight flight frm Bangkok back to Singapore. Oh my god, i miss her to bits and pieces. How fast time flies! It has been two weeks since kel left for Thailand and now she's coming back! Managed to talk to her twice thru her dad's place in Thailand. Kel said she bought a couple of stuff for us but shes not telling me what she bought... secretive!!

Just remember smth, my mummy's already let me choose what i want for Christmas. Its some offer for the staff of SIA but my mum's friend asked my mum whether she wanna get anything cos her sista's working as an air stewardess. So my mum sent me the catalogue. Lots of exepensive makeup and accessories that can make one go wow! Anyways, got two things for myself - Estee Lauder Spray Favourites & Chanel Aqualumieres Exaltation. Initially wanted Estee Lauder Beyond Paradise but figured that spray favourites will be much more worth it since it has 5 different perfumes only in smaller versions and besides, beyond paradise was 1 of the sprays so yah, got that. As for Chanel Aqualumieres Exaltation, its a all in one thingy. Where u can use it as a blusher or eyeshadow or lipstick. Cool huh! Like totally hahas.

Christmas is approaching in 13 days. Thats fast! Then i can go have a meeting with my mummy's side of the family on that day (family politics) Which reminds me... i have yet to do my christmas shopping and oops, very soon i have to get ready for JI. I most probably shd book my flight to Iraq already. hahas kidding. Oooh shopping! Havent done that like for such a looooong time. Betta get some cash frm my mummay when kel comes back. And..!! Lord of the Rings, The return of the King the movie is opening in theatres 18 dec!! Aroon msged me yest to ask whether we had any plans to watch Lord of the Rings and whether he could join T3 ( em, kel and me ) when we go watch. Told him we wanted to go over to his place to watch the 1st two parts of the trilogy the day b4 we go to the theatres to watch The resturn of the king. Yays! Its the same as the Lord of the rings movie marathon they are having in theatres except its free and theres no extended version of the movie. Well, u pay for what u get. so we just got to make do with it.

And if u guys read em's blog
we went to mr siva's place on mon and i borrowed 4 dvds and 6 vcds of FRIENDS. Watched all six vcds in 2 days - FRIENDS marathon. I love FRIENDS! Their lameness and sarcasm totally cracks me up! Ohs and i watched Birdcage too, mr siva's recommendation. hahas that show is bloody gay and funny! hahas i love Nathan Lane. He is soooo terribly gay in Birdcage. Love the way he acts and how he tried to act like a real man. For all those who have no idea what the birdcage is about, this is what birdcage is all about..

Armand Goldman (Robin Williams) and Albert (Nathan Lane) are two gay parents, with a son Val (Dan Futterman), who is the result of Armand's one and only sexual encounter with the opposite sex. Armand is also the owner of a transgender nightclub (with the same name as the movie) on Miami's South Beach, with Albert starring as Starina, the main attraction. When Albert and Armand are not busy with the nightclub, they are playing the role of mom and dad, respectively.

Val, who is 20, decides to get married to Barbara (Calista Flockhart), who is the daughter of an ultra-conservative Senator, Kevin Keeley (Gene Hackman) and a ditzy political wife (Dianne Weist). Keeley, who is also the co-founder of The Coalition For Moral Order, is thrown into a bit of controversy when the President of the Coalition is found dead in bed with a Black underaged prostitute. Val and Barbara fear (and rightfully so) how their parents will interact when they meet, and thus Val convinces Armand that they should be "normal" for one day when the Keeley's visit for dinner to get away from the media feeding frenzy.

The film plays on stereotypes to entertain, and laughs at those who take the stereotypes too seriously. Williams is decidedly uncomfortable in his role as Armand, but that does translate well for someone who's the owner of a busy nightclub and who manages a tempermental star. There is hardly a time when he gets to steal the spotlight, except for a brief moment when he goes through a sequence of dances which are tiny indications of Williams' comic abilities (which are vastly underutilised in the movie).

Even though the outcome of the dinner is predictable, there is a great deal of suspense maintained throughout, thanks to the spectacular acting of Nathan Lane (who, incidentally, will be starring in the Broadway version of A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum) who goes all out for his role as Val's mom, and Hank Azaria playing the role of Agador Spartacus, a Guatemalan housekeeper, who almost steals the show.


Yups. copied it frm some website. If u guys wanna borrow the show, kindly approach
mr siva


Rmb we went to the clinic and vanessa got some stuff for her skin? Yups. her skin is much better now. Less scaly and dry. More moisture and less itch. That medicine is a toal miracle. Speaking of miracles, my dad seriously needs a miracle to ever make a windfall frm shares considering he doesnt carefully buy his shares and he goes with his gut feelings whenever he buys his shares. I mean what the hell. one cant just depend on luck to make money in shares. u got to keep oberving the market, the economy to know which share is rising or dropping. My dad just made a lost. He bought Chartered at 1.60, 10 000 lots and today's the due date. He has to sell the shares. In the afternoon, Chartered was at 1.60 but hoping for more, dad asked me to hold the shares till about 4 and see whether it rises. Instead, Chartered drop to 1.58 then 1.57 to 1.56 Damn it. I shdnt have hold longer. Was hoping that Chartered would raise frm 1.57 to 1.58 instead, it dipped. so had to sell at 1.56 cos the market was closing soon. so ended up losing 4 cents = losing $400. Thats alot of money i can spend on shopping! How sad! Anyways, smth wierd happened. Aft managing to sell Chartered, went to check the stocks again. People were buying at 1.61 and pple were selling at 1.5. Thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. wanted to make some fast cash by faster buying at 1.5 than sellign it at 1.61. But damn! Tried to call my parents but both couldnt be contacted. Damn! Tried to buy by myself but i didnt knwo how to. Had to resort to asking my uncle but it was too late. The shares went back to normal. Pple were buying at 1.56 while pple were selling at 1.57. Perhaps the luck wasnt there..

Yups. Said enough for today. shall blog again when im in the mood. Dont really like typing. I kind of forget my stuff when i start typing. Hope audio blogger starts soon. Then i can just talk! I love talking anyway. Its much easier that way yups got to go play some lame game with vanessa so.. laters goons.

Sunday, December 07, 2003

Today is the worst day of my life. Never felt that bad b4. Was starting to feel sick since fri. had a bad case of sore throat and i didnt bother to do anything about it. Bad choice. Then yesterday, it became worse. Had dizzy spells, sore throat, block nose and block ears. My dad thought i was crazed cos i was saying hello to myself the whole time. i cant help myself. had to check whether my ear was block. Couldnt clear the block in my ears. Felt soo terrible. Didnt wana go see doctor. so my mum maid like a whole load of barley for me to drink. hahas vanessa made lemon honey for me too. BUT, all no use. In the end, around 11+, mum made some herbal tea for me. Its supposed 2 cure my sore throat was at 1st reluctant to drink so my mother persuaded me for like 1 hr plus. Finally drank it, felt slightly better but my throat was still dry. damn! told my mum to call diane and tell her that i couldnt go for the junior cat camp. was really waiting to go. Today, was bad. Like totally. Went to church with my bad throat then went to big bookshop teh 24 hr clinic there to see the doc. Wahs long queue! so waited for quite sometime b4 it was my and vanessa's turn. Vanessa saw the doc 1st, regarding her scaly skin problem. Doc is a skin specialist. He says her skin is very dry. so ask her to stop using whatever shower cream shes using now. and start using the bathing liquid he was gonna give her which had very little lather and is v oily. she can only bathe once a day so she wont let too much oil from her skin. Then doc gave her some moisturiser, instructed that she applys it 4-6 times a day and u can see positive results in a week. well, lets see. alright. back to me. so it was my turn. showed him the back of my knees. He said i was suffering the same disease as vanessa, only more mild. so he gave me some cream to apply. then he checked my body. had throat inflammation and all my other symptoms lahh. so paid the doc 110 bucks. 38 bucks for me. Vanessas bathing thing cost alot. then went opposite the hawker centre there to eat. I ate mee kia and took my medicine. He gave me Lozenges too. Yum yum. aft that, went home watched Huan zhu ge ge Part I on Channel 8. wahs, saw my daddy eating the curry vegetable that my big auntie cooked yest. couldnt resist. went to get a small bowl of it. then decided to go sleep on teh sofa since i was feeling kinda cold and i might have fever. slept for a short while but was woken up by a feeling of nausea. Refrained myself frm going to the toilet to puke. Didnt like the idea of barfing. ack. but my body resistance was low. ran to the toilet and started vomiting and vomiting. Vomitted everything out. then started coughing really badly. couldnt breathe properly. kept on coughing and coughing. mummy was soo worried. she thought i choked on smth. was really terrible. kept coughing and coughing. i couldnt breathe properly. there were tears in my eyes but i cant get the thing to come out. like there was something around my trachea squeezing my air passage together. was feeling bloody giddy and cold. couldnt think straight. mummy was like rushing my dad to go to the clinic. i was just shivering and coughing the whole time. dad thought i choked on smth so wanted me to try coughin it out but there was nothing stuck insidE! rushed to teh doctor. didnt even bother to change. was too cold and numb to do anything. i actually barfed till my specs had some vomit on it. didnt wanna put on my specs. so vanessa cleaned it and was holding it for me. thru out the whole journey to the clinic, i couldntbreathe, i was dizzy and cold. went to teh doc and they told me to wait! wtf. im dying here and i still ahd to wait for my turn?!! there were like soo many god damn pple waiting. the nurse went to talk to the doc. this time, it was a diff doc. had to fight for my survival. just opened the doc's door and went in. he took my blood pressure and pulse rate. asked me whether i has asthma. liek fuck, i couldnt talk. had to struggle between the breaths to tell him. he said i might not just have throat inflammation but i might have a chest infection. asked me to come back in 3 days to check again. siad my blood pressure was normal. and my pulse rate is a bit high. told me not to be too nervous and i must relax in oder for the passage way to open. so he asked the nurse to bring me to some treatment room 3 where she gave me some breathing mask to open my passage way. wahs she took like what seemed like ages to get the thing started. asked me to breathe slowly and small breaths. could hardly breathe. b4 that, my mummy was hugging me like soo tightly and praying. could hear her tearing. she must be bloody worried. had that mask on for not sure how long. i was too dizzy to feel anything. when i took off the mask, felt slightly better. could breathe better. but still can feel smth squeezing my passageway only that it was much higher compared to just now. just now the contraction was round the bottom of my breasts but now its likeon top. doc came in to check on me again. said it was better and told me to sit outside and wait. couldnt lean back on the wall cos i couldnt breathe if i were to lean back. had to slouch alot. was also spitting out alot of phlegm into the plastic bag that my mum brought. still couldnt breathe properly. went to get my medicine. was telling the nurse that i still couldnt breathe. nurse said to wait and see if it gets better. if not, they refer us to the hospital. felt slightly betta but had problems breathing had to breathe slowly and not too much at one go. i could now lean back and breathe but i cant stand up. if i stand up, i cant breathe. then at the carpark, saw my dads friend and his new car. my dad, mum and vanessa went to see the car. wtf. im dying here. im gasping for air and u guys still have to go see some car?!! went upstairs and sat on the sofa. got vanessa to bring me a blanket. was freezing like hell. then slept in that position for about 1hr. woke up again and decided to change position now i could lie down but wil have slight breathing problems. aft that, spit out somemore phlegm. didnt wanna go hospital. so am stillat home. but im still having breathing problems. only now the contraction is just below my neck. got to breathe really slowly. and while typing this had to go to the toilet quite a couple of times cos was coughing really bad. hopefully nth goes wrong tonight then i wont have to go to the hospital. God, please help your child.

Friday, December 05, 2003

noticed the change in my blog huhs? hahas its so X'mas. decided to put a X'mas theme since X'mas is nearing. anyway, someone help me with the colour code ya? Its killing me.
heys have decided to shift my dedications
somewhere else. its taking up too much space in my blog.
hey pple, fuck blogger. blogger sucks beans. next time when u wanna coem to my webbay make sure its http://www.girlspace.blogspot.com
It makes a diff. Dont use http://girlspace.blogspot.com
with the www, my stuff is updated. without it, just fuck blogger.
and theres no floob too. so wtf. change ya link to me by adding a www.
Thanks.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

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Monday, December 01, 2003

i hate myself. (0=
shall blog more later on. shall talk about my recent whirl of emotions.
hellos! Havent been updating for a few days. Lets just say im not really in the mood to type ya. Anyways, to update, went for my p6 gathering on thurs at east coast park. Met kel at 1 to meet some of the other guys at orchard. Met them at cine's BK. hhaas daniel aka wee wee had his hair dyed chestnut brown. hahas when kel saw him, her immediate rXn was to call him a golden monkey. hahas and he was insisting that his hair was chestnut brown,golden. hahas it did feel funny considering we havent seeen each other in like 4 years. 4 guys were there - ang jie yu aka ang ku kuey, walter, qian wei aka Jian and wee wee. The boys were much friendlier to kel than to me. Wasnt too used to such treatment - leaving me out of teh conversation treatment. Kuan wei came later on and sat down. as usual, he was blur, didnt know me and kel were just next to him haha! Heard him talking to the guys about his work. hes working in ssome hotel. some cleaner job i think. hahas wee wee was asking him why he didnt wanna be a bellboy cos bellboys earn more money. hahas what the hell. Shared with kel a cup of regurlar coke and large fries then zoomed off to meet the other girls although none of us had a clue who were the other girls. took the train down to bedok. the boys were bloody blur. instead of changing trains at city hall, we went to raffles place. not just that, nearly took the wrong train -- the boon lay train if kel didnt double check. so went up to take the train towards bedok. stil dont understand why they didnt wana get off at city hall when they could. the little wierdos. so waited for a few mins b4 jane, ruiping, mei bin and chun ju arrived. They brought chicken and sotong balls and that was it. hahas. then took a free bus outside bedok mrt to Parkway parade - my mums fav place to shop cos Giant is there. The girls wanted to buy the bbq stuff there! was like superbly last min. so kel and i helped them with the shopping list while the guys just rotted outside Giant. hahas. wanted to get metal thongs for the bbq. saw the same thongs at 3 diff sections in Giant. and amazingly, the same thongs can be bought at diff prices at diff sections. got the cheapest stuff there. the cheapest food, the cheapest water and blahhs. had to even go to teh d.i.y shop to buy the wire guaze. kel like Parkway parade. says there's alot of nice shops there. i beg to differ. i go there like almost every sat and its still boring old PP to me. so, bullied the guys, got them to carry all the stuff we bought. Ruiping and chun ju just threw us aside to get more food and asked us to make our way to east coast park by ourselves. wha the hell. they were the only 2 who knew how to get there. we were like lost. Ended up calling sam to direct me to the underlink to ecp. While waiting for aloysius aka cai sheng ye to come, kel and i decided to go find the underpass. voila found it and made out way back. cai sheng ye was back too. so took a super long walk to east coast park. was a killer kays. walked more than 2.4km to reach our pit. Pit 38! Wee wee wanted the lighter we bought so he could smoke. reached the pit and the boys ran off to play at the beach. hahas cai sheng ye was the one starting up the fire. hahas chun ju wanted to rely on npcc boy, kuan wei to do it hahas but choir boy aloysius was the one who end up doing it. hahas. saw gui fen and her boyfriend. Joyce was there 2. had her hair rebonded and coloured with strips of gold. So, helped the girls with the other food. open the cocktail can and they said i was childish! hahas. cos i had to use this super sweet and innocent voice to get them to let me open the can. the fire finally got started and we were ready to bbq. helped them with the bbq-ing. sooo fun! the boys didnt bbq and stole our food. was so pissed. hahas this stupid walter was laughing at me kays. cos the way i handled the food. like the food was some monster. came to me and started laughing. asked me how many times i did my housework and called me a rich girl! im not a rich girl! hahas he ven wanted to take my pic what the hell. wahs joyce started smoking nearly choked our lungs. its sooo sad know. to see them smoking at such a young age. bad for their health. after that, had to finish bbq-ing all the food cos the girls bought too much food. they thought moree pple was comign so they bought lotsa food. only 15 out of 40 turned up. how nice. joyce, guifen and her bf left first cos it was boring. Lots of cats were surrounding our pit around 8+. so freaky! hahas chun ju kept shrieking and kept asking pple to shoo the cats away. a total of 5 cats surrounded our pit. ohyas david was there. this walter and wee damn mean to him. walter kept calling him gay and wee wee called him castle green cos he stays at castle green. hahas lame. hahas and walters fav line is 'gay's the in thing man' hahas. the guys played this game. one person will be the 1 who chooses a num frm 1-99. so he'll say 1-99. then a whole circle of pple will have to choose numbers. if u happen to choose the same number that person has, thats it. you have to eat some totalyy eeky food. hahas they had to eat chicken wing dipped in loads of diff sauces. they threw lots of sauces in. even orange squash hahas damn funny. wee and aloysius damn funny. were trying to figure out what number to pick. were speaking in chi.

translated convo:
wee: i dont know what num to pick!
cai: take 87!
wee: - looks at cai-
cai: i tell u to take!
wee: -looks at cai-
cai:take!
wee:-looks at cai-
cai:confirm wont come out!
wee: - looks at cai -
cai: i tellu! it wont come out! if it comes out i'l eat with u!


hahas they did that for like most if the games. hahas then had to clean up. so they took the remaining sauces and poured them all inside a cup. hahas they had 5 marshmallows left. so wanted all the guys to play and get a girl to call the num. hahas so i was teh caller. hahas picked numbers liek 17, 2,89, 50 and i cant rmb. hahas damn retarded. my 1st num was 17. hahas kuan wei got teh num hahas and he was like only teh third person to guess the num. the worse was ang ku kuey. hahas he picked 2 and 50 consecutively! hahas walter was calling him a loser. hahas. ohyas, one thing, kel and i were having probs tryingto communicate with all of them. They were all speaking in chi. hahas we wd just stare at them for a few secs b4 replying. hahas tried replying them back in chi. my mind had to process their chi to eng then my eng to chi. was liek dying. once, i did it too fast and ended up sayign this word mixed with eng and chi hahas was terrible. kel advised me to just stick to eng. aft that, waited for jane and mei bin to comeback frm their rollerblading and left. walked a logn way to reach east coast's macs. cai and wee went to meet some of their friends there. haahs they hugged their friends. how eewey. cai was liek soo smelly and sticky. hahas couldnt find a cab. and the girls had no $ to take a cab home so took another underpass and walked out to god know swhere. all we saw were HDB flats. nothing else. had to ask this malay famil where the nearest taxi stand were. the malay lady laughed and said, down here all HDB. must walk out to main road. the other girls took another route. b4 that, mei bin wanted to ask the boys whether if we have a gathering next time would they wanna come. all of them were so shy. i had to ask them instead. still see no sense in why they shd be so shy. guys are just guys, they are only human. so walked to anotehr main road. took a cab with kel and qian while the otehr boys took another cab. took the wrong side so had to go all the way to changi and take the expressway back. qian paid 19 dollars hahahs whoa. and sinc ethe whole journey cost 19.40 i decided to pay the 40 cents hahas. yups. thats about it. and i didnt leave any paragraphs. at all. hahas.