im so tired and sleepy.
just got back from visiting me grandpa.. also affectionately known as kong/gong.

ohya, ying rong and i are working at UOB centre on the 45th floor. the view is simply breath taking. you can see everything.. you can even see sentosa. the pay is 6 an hour, a slight improvement from the last job. i didnt know the people working at raffles place walk so fast, like really FAST. and its custom to book your seats with your tissue packet.

9am - 630pm.. i think i can handle that.

sunday
we - shaun, tara, ying rong, ying rong's 2 cousins and yours truly went to sentosa to play. it was kinda sucky cos it started raining at first so we went trigger happy and took loads of pictures. then the sun came out and we played frisbee and volleyball.

the evil ones then took me cycling which i so politely declined but was forced to do. so shaun and i took the double bicycle or whatever thats called and we cycled for an hour plus.. my ass was damn pain after that laaa. stupid shaun kept jumping on the seat hahas but it was fun though. i think i wanna go cycle again

after that, we went to the beach to play and took lots of stupid pictures and did lots of stupid things hahas

AND, im sunburned! its paaaaiiiiinnnnn. but i love the whole reddish glow too.. it makes me look healthy hahas

oh fuck, im like damn tired. and im like only halfway through my 2nd chapter.. not even trying to memorise anything. everything just goes in and out.

screw laa. its almost midnight and i have 5 more chapters. its ALOT. fuck fuck fuck. think i'l just get a mc and take supp. damn shittified.

ONE MORE.
ONE more paper to go.
ONE very untouched paper.
ONE theory paper.
ONE paper that will rob me of my entire night's sleep.
ONE damn paper to pull through.

ONE deep breath, i can do it.

so i woke up this morning around 7 plus, damn pissed with my mum cos she forced me to go to church for NATIONAL DAY MASS. yes, national day mass. she deprived me of my sleep just to go for national day mass.

and screw laaa, 2 more papers left, both untouched.. and my bf model answers are with amanda AND im going down to the hospital later. im so scrwed. i hate it when its the exams, all i blog about is the exams.

i have a pathetic life.

rtm sucked balls today - couldnt remember my stuff for nuts. my mind went blank, i had a mental block. i thought i was the only one who thought that the paper was hard but thank god, everyone thought the paper was hard hahas.. lets all get D!

think im gonna go mug with sam at the hospital tmr since im going to visit my gong so might as well just make use of the time to mug for business finance and marketing management.

i think i can safely and very confidently say, im not going to do well this semester.

cheers

i LOVE my blogskin.
but people like tara and kok think it looks the same as the previous one. ITS NOT. just cos its a white b/g doesnt mean its the same.. ITS SIMILAR.

dont you think its nice?

at least sam thinks its nice hahas :))

ouch.
my thumb hurts like FUCK.
too many last min notes to write.. my right thumb feels as if its gonna drop off anytime, its that bad. my right hand feels sore. pray hard that i will be able to write tmr.. SHITTT!

im so not gonna do well for rtm. oh, crap. im getting too lazy.. i had the entire weekend to study but noooom, being the person i am, i choose to leave things till the very last min. only started mugging today at 3pm.. scccreeewww

why do people have to live?
why do people die?
why cant we control death?

i still cant get the concept of life and death. They always say death is nothing, we are just going to leave for a better place.. with God, in his paradise. But for me, its hard to let go. i dont think i'l be willing to let go if i were to die tmr. i guess death is a scary thing cos you know nothing about it.

the same reason why people are scared of the dark.. cos you never know whats in it or what ya in for.

will you be fine with the idea of dying tmr?

im blogging again! 5th post for the day - thats a new record. i think im too free.. im supposed to be mugging but i spent the entire day watching one tree hill.

ohya, i think i suck at punctuation. i have no idea when or when not to put my commas and full stops hahas

ying rong is too hardworking for MY own good.

:))

my thoughts are too random.

how can you judge me like you know me when i dont even know me.

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, the amazing chocolatier
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, everybody give a cheer
He's modest, clever, and so smart, he barely can restrain it
With so much generosity, there is no way to contain it, to contain it, to contain.... to contain... to contain...
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, he's the one that you're about to meet
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, he's a genius who just can't be beat
The magician and the chocolate whiz
The best darn guy who ever lived
Willy Wonka, here he is!

i forgot i went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory with tara yesterday. i LOVE the chocolate factory but the movie's just an a-okay. johnnie depp was a little weird though. oh well, cant wait for corpse bride! yay

Everything in this room is eatable. In fact, I'm eatable. But that, my dear children, is called cannibalism which is in fact frowned upon in most societies. - willy wonka

Complaining is good for you as long as you're not complaining to the person you're complaining about. - Lynn Johnston

i tend to blog more when i have a new skin

2 down, 3 more papers to go. gonna start studying soon.

ohya, we got addidas as our marketing exam case study. weee. how cool is that! .. compared to tiger balm

okay. finally changed my blogskin.
im still thinking of changing the pink font to red, but im too lazy.

i know its kind of a wrong time to be changing my blogskin considering that its 12 midnight and i havent slept since 7 in the morning.

AND, i know my blogskins look similar. i just cant find any nice ones. i lack the patience.

hoho 1 plus day to my 1st exam and i have yet to touch a single book. weee! yay to me!

its been too long since i really studied. to think of it, i havent really studied properly in my entire life. im always distracted or not in the mood or just plain lazy. i see em and kel and then i see me.. and i compare.. its such a HUGE difference. i cant sit still for nuts. that is unless im watching tv or using the computer.

i have no self discipline whatsoever. hurrah!

im still sick! 3 more days to the exams and im still sick!

ive been a weak weak girl this year. the number of times ive visit the doc this month is enough for a year. im going to die laaa. my eyes got problem, my ears got problem, my nose got problem, my skin got problem, my lungs got problem, my heart got problem, my brain got problem.

im not gonna do well for my exams, seriously. 's been a bad semester. wasnt it like only march that i just took my semestral papers? and now its like what, august? and im taking another semester paper? this is totally scrwed up. so there goes the first sem of my 2nd year which i kind of scrwed up. bye bye to uni, bye bye to smu. hello miserable working life with measly pay.

my life officially sucks and my stomach hurts.