why should i care?

they say softspots are worse than boyfriends. you can hate a boyfriend for something he does, but a softspot never does anything wrong because in the first place you're in no position to care so much and when you flare up you just realise how stupid you are and how you are making a big deal out of something that's out of your control and really none of your business.

also, since there's such a fine line between a softspot and a boyfriend, you tend to mix the two up. you have to constantly remind yourself not to become too emotionally attached or clingy cause he needs his own space.

but when you see him flirting with some girl, you get jealous and insecure and then you realise there's nothing you can do about it. because let's just face it, he was never yours in the first place.

so you can either try not to care about it and continue being stupid or move on.

superficial people.

so yes, after 3 weeks, i've finally decided to update.

kel's calling me sickly girl since i skipped school today - fever, bodyache, nauseau and diarhorrea. am very very very tempted to go get a jab later cos i can't afford to fall sick any longer. i desperately need to stay healthy for school. but im scared of the needle! i'm not just sickly, i'm chickeny too ahahas

ah yes, the past 3 weeks..

lets see,
my very mundane routine - school, home, going out.

school's a drag.
the endless reports, presentations, tests, then more reports, presentations and tests.
and the thing that pisses me off the most is that other schools graduate before CNY but we graduate only march second. fucking unfair can.

some of the more memorable outings since 1st jan would have to be -
sam's mini bday treat at spize
good food at simpang

mos tertiary fling
free entry, free drinks, navy boys
oh yes, being young has its perks

so there, my mini nonsense update.

and! i just realised something.. my new favourite word for now would have to be NONSENSE.

stef is full of nonsense and she loves to use the word nonsense on nonsensical people with no sense.

dont mind me, im typing nonsense.

see you on the other side.

HAPPY 2006 2007!

idio-tic/asshole/motherfucker ;)
its 2007. and that can only mean one thing, im turning 20 this year.
damn, i feel old.
and i dont think i've done or seen enough over my past twenty years.
so maybe i wasted too many of my 7,000 plus plus days idling away.

the countdown to 2007 at mount faber was good! cos the fireworks were fa fa fabulous and the company was great =)

& after all the mad shopping/hanging out/speed driving/midnight macdonalds sessions/late nights, i think im falling sick. and its not just cough/runnynose. its the whole package deal - headache/fever/bodyache/giddiness/cough/runnynose/sorethroat

super wrong timing to fall sick cos i wasted the entire term break without doing any schoolwork. and i have two tests on wed, both im not prepared for. two reports on fri, both i've not started on.

oh yes people, i am screwed BIG time.

but i had so much fun this term break! aww, i wish the holidays was longer.
nevermind, 3 more months to my well deserved long break.
oh wee

edit;
i never make new year resolutions or any resolutions for that matter cos i never stick to them anyways. so whats your new year resolution for 2007? and will u stick to them?