cars, reservoirs and dirty banglas.

you're such a gem.

what'd i do without you?

=)

XOXO

o m e

what are you thinking?

there's only so much i can take before i walk out the door.

so let me go if you can't catch me when i fall.

too close for comfort.

i've been bumming and lazing at home for the past week except on thursday when i met kok for lunch then went over to his place to watch ghost game with darren.

after the show, we met andrew with the boys at sun plaza macs to rot and chat. after that, the boys dropped me home and they went for their soccer.

but being boys, they never get tired and we went out again at eleven plus for supper only this time it was me/kok/darren/adib/zhaoqing/zixian/alan. was supposed to drive but it'd be a waste of petrol considering we had 2 cars already.

ended up at changi village since the boys wanted to look at trannies and darren wanted to pinch some tranny ass. but apparently all the trannies were not around that day (darren thinks its because its thursday - scariest night of the week, so all the trannies went to hide) and we only saw a handful.

obviously the boys couldn't get enough and so we went to geylang to see some REAL girls. HA. the boys were freaking out when they got approached. kok and zixian especially, "oh my god, she tickled me! i feel so violated" tsk tsk. then it was tao huay and super long you tiao and they were debating if the you tiao was as long as 3 dicks.

FINALLY, after all their sightseeing, we left around 3 plus and i got grounded the next morning cos i told the dad i'd be back home by 2 but i was only home at 4. oh wells.

super boring post. i think i just wasted your time ahahas

trust.

its something you earn, but once its lost, i doubt there's a chance to earn it back.

when i tell you something, i expect you to keep it and leave it as it is.
and not breach that trust by going around and gossiping to people about what i've told you and then put me in a bad light.

i trusted you.
and you broke that trust.

don't expect me to share anything with you again.

i'm utterly disappointed.

oh, how i miss those secondary school boys.

how a supposed msn chat to discuss where to go for supper and who to drive became a total rubbish conversation which dragged on for 2 hours before we actually left for supper is beyond me.

but oh my lord, i had so much fun laughing. i laughed so hard, my tummy ached so bad and tears were rolling out of my eyes. my mum thought i was mad.

hahaas their lame jokes and endless racist comments never fail to amuse me.

one of the many topics:
darren: eh so how? where to go for supper?
kok: aroon we go jalan kayu la then you can give us discount
andrew: don't go jalan kayu la, go mr prata.. i got 10% discount
me: heh? how come?
andrew: cos i used to work there during fyp
me: hahahas do what? flip prata?
kok: wash plates?
andrew: no la.. help people order prata
me: ha wahh u any job also take hor
kok: then got steal the prata recipe not?
andrew: no la, all indian how to read
me: hahahas
kok: wasted. else u can be the first chinese to sell prata at the coffeeshop.. can ask aroon to join you
aroon: what? i open my shop next to his arh
andrew: eh aroon! i skin u alive then u know.. although it will take more than a day..

and the retarded conversation drags on to about the mystery of the secret hole, andrew's ex lovers - camel and bulldog ahahas

then finally, it was supper at 925 with kok/darren/andrew at 12, after that andrew wanted to go to chong pang nasi lemak to get some for his mum. ha and the boys, being their usual pervertic selves were staring at this girl from inside the car while waiting for andrew to get his mum's supper ha and when the girl's guy friends started to stare back, darren went to lock his door hahahs incase they get beaten up ahahas so manly of them.

there's never a dull second with those boys la. i'm going to miss them when they enter NS.
=(

that dreaded driving test is finally over.

they say three is the lucky number and its true!
i finally passed my tp. with 12 points! 0 for circuit!
amazing improvement considering i got 42 for my first and it was at 825am, bus lanes! heavy traffic!
yay yay yays!
hello highways and narrow carparks!

oh and i got hit on by some guy at the driving center and again when coming out from the bus. it must be my driver's license la. they sense the alluring presence of it ahahahs

i'm too happy la.
class 3 license today, new phone yesterday.

=)))

and no, my dad didn't strike 4d. ahahs

love in the first degree.

so this week has been rather eventful.

wednesday saw me at the zoo with jia and we spent more than 5 hours:
looking at red monkey buttocks,
getting a close up view of elephant pooping,
waiting for the cockroach to finish laying her eggs,
debating whether to run/stay still when face to face with a snake,
arapaima feeding (jia fed, i filmed),
admiring animals' hair colour, monkeys in particular, which according to jia is testimony to why God is such a good hairdresser.
and lastly, getting a huge scratch on the leg while trying to run away from the free ranging monkeys which was my own fault actually cos i was the one who suggested climbing up the treehouse.

then it was 300 and our $2.40 dinner which consisted of tomato twisties/cheezels/icemountain/m&m peanut. not forgetting our early supper at 7 plus! which was 6 different kinds of kueh from bengawan solo cos jia loves them so much. afterwards it was home sweet home and i knocked out at 9 hahas. so there, my 12 hours of jia time - super exhausting yet super fun.

ha if you are reading this, and i know you will, don't forget east coast park/jalan kayu/escape and whichever place which three second girl has forgot about hahas =)

thursday was facial with yr and then it was off to ulu boon lay to meet my two lovelies for GIRL TIME! - dinner and cheesecake at quad/camwhoring with em's mac/after dinner movie: someone like you/bedtime. i had so much fun! maybe because its been too long since the 3 of us just hung out and yup, the stayover was absolutely lovely. thank you honeys!

friday got me a laptop and tv at the suntec IT fair.

saturday was family dinner with the relatives at this coffeeshop around elias mall then meatballs at ikea. and i feel so bad that i'm not sticking to my diet especially when i stuff-ed myself with royce chocolates yesterday afternoon =(

last night's dinner conversation -
mandy: sorry, i'm late! i went to watch 300.
me: oh, the show not bad right! a bit bloody though.
michelle: 300 what?
melvyn: 300 men.
michelle: huh?
melvyn: its about 300 men running for the buffet.

twenty and jobless.

so school is finally over.
after all that whining and wishing and waiting, it is finally over and done with.
suddenly feels as if i got alot of time on my hands, too much time in fact.

and because i have too much time to waste, i decide to spend all my time on thinking then i get scared. so here's a breakdown of my thoughts and maybe you can tell me what to do next:

school.
do i want to go to australia if i can't enter smu/ntu/nus?
or do i want to stay in singapore and study in SIM because i'm too dependent on everyone else at home?

that dreaded driving test.
im hoping i'd finally pass because i'm so sick of failing but passing feels so impossible when my driving sucks like hell, i think.

a job.
oh yes, i need one badly. other than the fact that the money can help satisfy my materialistic needs and how pretty it'd look on my resume under experience, i hate working. and i don't intend on getting a job anytime soon. at least not untill april, i hope.

doctor's appointment.
ah, the fear. to go or not to go. guess i've been putting it on hold for way too long. maybe it's because i'm afraid to face the truth. maybe i'm scared i'm different from the rest. maybe i'm just too chicken ahahs.

friends.
the buddies have been too lovely, can't complain. except that i need to stop being too picky and selective about the people i want to hang out with. but it's not really my fault right? like who wants to hang out with people you can't clique with.

family.
nothing much except that i need to be more patient towards the parents and help out more with the housework.

love.
ha, i actually like to keep this private, away from the rest of the world (internet).

although i do have to agree with what kel said, like how emily and i were closer to the guys but she was the one who got a boyfriend first. guess i could kinda take credit for that huh. ahahs

i suppose it doesn't always mean that being closer to guys means you are closer to getting a boyfriend. maybe it just means i hang out better with guys rather than girls. which is quite true actually! i think. or maybe i just can't be bothered to hang out with girls and chat about accessories.

other stuff.
i'm not sure if any of you guys felt it but the fucking tremor in singapore just happened again! no thanks to the earthquake in sumatra. super freaky can. at first i thought it was just my mind playing tricks on me because of that expired ( i think) cookie i ate. then i saw my curtains shaking and all and it freaked me out cos i thought i was going to die alone in the house. ahahas kinda dumb actually.

pray the tremors don't happen again tomorrow cos i'm going to the zoo! ooh, can hardly wait!
=)