the new old me.

okay, thats it.
i'm ditching my whole poly emo phase and going back to my sec sch days!
no more depression. no more act punk days.
for now it will just be hyper hyper hyper! and oh yes, trigger happy! =))

quite random la i know. i was just looking at my old friendster comments and think that maybe i was more fun in sec sch.

My Testimonials - Then.

"My dear sister. The weakest among the three tans in terms of commanding respect, Stefanie is the most funniest and sociable person. She never cease to amaze anyone with her ability to get different year books for all the male-only schools. I don`t remember how I unfortunately became her brother but I must admit she's really cool. Stefanie, also a fellow vulgarian(someone that swears alot. yeah i invented that word. TM) has slowly cut down on the "Fuck" outburst, and more of the "Asswipe" outbreak. Mess around with her when she`s piss, because she can never get angry for long with anyone." - nic lim

"Oh, stefanie tan(not sun) is a very sociable and fun person to be with. With the first look, u will thought tat she is juz a small little immature girl but when u know more abt stef, u will find her amazing especially with her mental calculations. Will never ever have a boring day (also a not peaceful one) whenever stef is around. Stef has a sweet and charming voice which u definitely be drowned in her voice(especially her singing). A very good ally in WC3 who does not seem good at the game but her presence is always assuring. Overall, stef is a kind and really nice (not petty like many other girls) girl who brightens up everyones' day without fail. Memories with her will always stay in my mind and grateful to have stef as a friend. Lao tian you yan. Xie xie!" - darren

whatever happened to me?!

how did i go frm being:
so hyper to so laidback?
so mild to look so wild?
so positive to so negative?
so crazy to so mature?
so loud to so proud?
NOT intimidating to so intimidating?

i miss the old me. its time to go back in time. hello old me ;)

of module bidding, travelling time, timetable planning.

timetable planning is a serious waste of brain cells.
been spending the past hour trying to squeeze all my mods into a 4 day week.
there's still a 5th module to take and i'm deciding between taking an unrestricted elective or a general.
but the shitty part is the mods i like are either night classes or they fall on my free day! and those mods that don't fall on my free day clash with my exam schedule. =(

what the hell la.
then mods i wanna take that dont clash, i'm not allowed to take.
stupid system.
then later if i finally find what i want which doesn't clash with my timetable, i have to worry about bidding for that module cos i might not have enough points for it. what the shit la.
stupid nus.

i really don't wanna have a 5 day school week laa.
travelling to school's a bitch can. bus-train-train-bus. kns.
i think the time spent travelling to and fro is equivalent to me attending one lecture. why the shit does nus have to be so out of the way.

wake n bake!

i think one month ago i would never have expected my life to be so damn jam packed with activities untill my body feels so damn bloody exhausted.

ponn-ed o week like siao and it was worth the ponning cos there was..
dinner with the peeps frm sheares hall
bbq and sleepover at john's!
module bidding =(
cycling/wakeboarding/jetskiing/banana boating!

but i was quite sad i had to sacrifice freshmen bash/mass mambo/project shoot it/food hunt =((

then come next week where there's
inauguration day
rag n flag
fright night!
emily and zc's birthday
dinner with the canadian fungs
sports bash, arts bash