why should i care?

they say softspots are worse than boyfriends. you can hate a boyfriend for something he does, but a softspot never does anything wrong because in the first place you're in no position to care so much and when you flare up you just realise how stupid you are and how you are making a big deal out of something that's out of your control and really none of your business.

also, since there's such a fine line between a softspot and a boyfriend, you tend to mix the two up. you have to constantly remind yourself not to become too emotionally attached or clingy cause he needs his own space.

but when you see him flirting with some girl, you get jealous and insecure and then you realise there's nothing you can do about it. because let's just face it, he was never yours in the first place.

so you can either try not to care about it and continue being stupid or move on.