i miss genting. =(

i got into business mgt, nyp - my 7th choice =( =(

have no idea how i got into business mgt. what happened to my 1st 6 courses? all biotech! am going to try appealing to molecular biotech. if i cant, i'l try mass comm or business studies. kailin says mass comm gotta do argumentative essay and slogan in 1 hr. then 1 week later u must call `em and ask if ya selected. parents arent too happy with my results and now with business mgt, its worse. i just wished i never screwed up my o's. but what's done is done. i know it sounds cliche but its the truth. i rather stay in genting and not come back knowing i have to face all this crap in my life. i rather run away frm reality. its sooo much better not facing the truth. joel told me to retake. its a definite NO. no point wasting 1 yr just to excel. uh uh no. -shakes head-

i enjoyed my time at genting. smuggled into the casino like 3 to 4 times. stoopid security guard didnt bother to stop me. was having great fun playing with my 2c jackpot machine. the last time i tried to smuggle in, got stopped by this security guard. he wanted to see my ic. lied to him that i left my passport in the hotel. but he still refused to let me enter. insists i show him my passport before he would let me enter. what the hell. thats impossible. im below age. the casino pooper. boo hoo. thankfully, i got smth to look fwd to, the shows that kel helped me record. tho` a few shows weere rec0rded incomplete hahas. not in the mood for details. ta`