Checked teletext news yest. its confirmed. Friday at 2.30 and the selection of JCs, CIs, Polys and ITEs will be frm the following day, 8 am to wednesday 4pm. freaky. surprisingly, am not that scared of my results. its either i go poly or jc. period. unless i dont do well for my english.

can we appeal to polys? cos i was thinking if i cant enter JC, i'l just go to NYP and do molecular biotech. but my l1r2b2 must be 14 and below so if i dont get 14 and below, im a goner. dont wanna take nething else besides biotech. sighh. and if i really wanna enter jc, its another prob. lets say if i wanna enter NYJ, but my points do not allow me to enter, i have to go straight to the sch tmr to appeal. which is madness. arghh. whats done is done. just hope for the best and expect the worse. just let me get 20 pts and below, i'l be the happiest girl on earth. i just wanna do well now. dammit. got tan family gathering on sat. bad bad bad. this is gonna be so bad. how can i face `em if i do badly? ahhh! shit sheet shet!! -fainting- a'ight. am starting to worry a little.

anyways, went to church yest cos it was ash wed. saw daryl and joel. i think i have a small crush on joel. just a small itsy teeny weeny bit. u know the feeling when a certain person reminds u of ya crush? yeah.. that feeling. he reminds me of a certain someone. oh god, pls dont let gladys or vinnie know about this. can imagine the look on their faces and `em going, i told u. still dare deny. oh puh lease! give it up already. its just a smalll small crush. end of story. and i hate going up to receive communion exspecially when i know that certain altar boy. its so un-nice. just got this undescribable feeling that makes me feel all wierd and stuff.. -shiver-

i think i miss ______. u fill in the blank. not sure why. just do. been thinking about him quite a bit lately. for funn. hahas.